Thread 82069578

is what me and my online boyfriend spent together. i broke things off 2 days ago. i knew it wouldn't work out because medical issues and distance, but i realised he hated everything i enjoyed and it broke me, he made me feel stupid and it killed me. i told him as such through text cause i couldnt bring myself to do it on call, and i only checked this morning, and i feel so fucking bad. i still love him and care for him. i wish him the best

i know you dont use r9k much, you use blue boards and soc, but if you see this, im so so so sorry

pic semi related because i used to thirst after this retarded jew as a joke and he'll know who i am seeing it

>another waaah waah im a pissbaby post
kill yourself, he never loved you

>online boyfriend

huh...

i dont understand

was the goal to just keep it online

i mean, you guys DID fuck irl right?

>>82069605
we never met up, it was expensive and with the current state of his country it wouldve been harder to get in. we wanted to and i saved $3k to do it but it just never happened

>>82069578 (OP)
>he made me feel stupid and it killed me
You see thats why you should pick me, ill make you feel smart because im dumb as fuck.

>>82069578 (OP)
Learn to write properly, you fucking turd world retard. I'm having a stroke trying to read it.

>>82069623
online relationships arent real unless you eventually meet up, kiss and fuck

you two were just online buddies with no real connections

>>82069644
i saw his asshole tho

>>82069635
ill only date someone who matches me in terms of brains, dating retards is draining

>>82069640
oh im sorry i didnt include capital letters and commas and periods for your monkey brain

im white and live in a proper country

>>82069644
we had the plans and i had the money, but the bond we had along with the i love yous every night isnt exactly "friendship" things

>>82069704
i actually never saw his asshole but i saw his juicy hairy ass

>>82069707
youve seen each other on screen, right?

did sexual things on screen with each other at least

>>82069707
ok ok i think we can compromise here.....

>>82069578 (OP)
>couldnt bring myself to do it on call
Fucking coward. You couldn't even give him that when you broke his heart?

>>82069707
It's not real nigger, it's dots on a screen.

>>82069707
"i love u more"
"no i love u more!!!"

you'll never have this ever again lmfao

>dumps bf
>immediately flocks to r9k for validation

Yeah. Slay queen. Good job. You really ruined his life good. 10/10.

>>82069741
well yeah dude

>>82069763
i couldnt bare to face him, i loved him too much to say it to his face. i tried for several days, several calls to get myself to do it but i couldn't, because everytime we called i remembered why i fell in love with him, that i loved him, and i couldn't do it. i am a coward

>>82069801
we never said cringe shit like that, besides this was neither of ours first relationship. im 19 itll happen again. im just fucking depressed

>>82069807
>made 2 threads for advice on what to do, if it was worth saving, told i should just break up
>finally mustered up the courage to just break up
>waited 2 days after doing that to make this thread

>>82069835
>well yeah dude

post those screenshots

>>82069835
you're a slave to the will of the herd and lack free will, congratulations

>>82069835
>i loved him
That's exactly why you should have faced him. Pretty fucked up, dude. At least my ex had the decency to talk to me when she ripped my heart out. I feel bad for him. Dude got 0 closure.

>>82069835
jfc you're such a piece of shit i hope u fucking kill yourself wtf

>>82069862
lmao

>>82069863
they were fucking right because i knew it wasnt going to work in the end and even if i loved him i wasnt getting the same love back and i just needed some people to help me realise that

he literally disliked everything i liked and it was like i couldnt talk about it, id be ignored

>>82069887
i feel bad about it and i did say at the end of my message (which explained everything as nicely as i could) we could talk about in a few days when we've both cooled off but he responded with "its the right thing and theres nothing more to talk about"

i wish i had done it on call. i really do

>>82069906
oh no he didn't like homestuck and my little pony!? WHAT A TRAGEDY WORST BOYFRIEND EVER!!!

fucking toddlerbrained foid go cut yourself some more

>>82069916
i couldnt talk about anime or video games cause he'd blank wall me, he hated most of the games i played like killzone and resistance and shit like that. if it wasnt something he played its like it didnt exist

he literally almost let our relationship end cause i asked his opinion about a regular show theory cause we both watched it as kids

youre a fucking retard

>>82069952
why are you pretending to like killzone
are you mexican

>>82069644
You're not supposed to fcuk until you're married.
How are you supposed to marry someone you have no connection to?

>>82069952
if you want a bf who likes (or even pretends to like) killzone you're fucked lmfao

god what a stupid piece of shit reason to dump someone, women are so retarded

>>82069961
who the fuck pretends to like a dead franchise that no one talks about anymore. if i wanted to attention seek id say something else like battlefield 1 or farcry

>>82069995
because it was never good by any metric and it died for a reason

holy shit how do you love killzone more than your bf

killzone urself

>>82070027
it wasnt just killzone dude theres like so many games id play and discuss and he would rarely entertain my discussions unlike how id do for him

killzone isnt even bad, killzone 3 was really solid, but shadowfall was unplayable and the combat in 2 is shit, and 1s just old and janky

>>82070058
"killzone isn't bad!"
yeah ok
your identity is tied to the most fucking mid franchise of all time
congratulations

I can't believe you dumped a guy because he didn't share your absolute shit taste in media
foids are so retarded

>>82069578 (OP)
Something similar happened to me.
I was willing to make it work though. I tried everything and was in the process of saving money to visit her. I needed 5k and I got to 3k before she ghosted me, lol. I planned so much things. I was gonna buy her nice stuff. I had planned to get her a gold necklace as a surprise for when we met.
Lmao I'm a retard.

It broke me. 4 months later I literally have nightmares about her. It haunts me all the time. I am losing my mind.
Hope you recover, OP.

>>82069578 (OP)
>is what me and my online boyfriend spent together.
>my online boyfriend
>online boyfriend

>>82069578 (OP)
Thats a big rack.

I unironically hope OP is cutting herself rn

I miss my retarded /r9k/ ex and would probably take her back if she wanted me to even though rationally I really shouldn't. I'm just autistic as shit and it's really hard to find someone I actually like talking to, and I liked talking to her. She was a shit girlfriend by any objective metric but love is retarded anyway, she even knew she sucked ass at being a girlfriend and didn't understand that I wasn't grading her performance, I was just being a moron in love. Meh. Life is so fucking stupid.

>>82069578 (OP)
Going through similar today I guess. but we met up quite a few times and idk how many times we have broken up before. LdR are just Not worth it. I hope she will be happy though.

>>82069578 (OP)
when will you get to the part you finally kill yourself