Thread 82071885

i'm going to try to call back a job tomorrow (i was too scared to call them back on friday) and i'm going to try for the 3rd time to get a comprehensive evaluation with a psychologist. i'm really scared to do both but i will do it.
i feel so horrible and sick to my stomach all the time. i wish people i loved still loved me. i wish someone would come to my house and kill me so i don't have to do it myself. i suck at it.

Sounds like you are moving in the right direction at least, no need to feel guilty about the past that is in the past there is nothing you can do about it now. Just move forward

You know what to do anon

>>82071885 (OP)
Get autismbuxx if you legit get diagnosed.

>>82071930
thank you anon. i am barely functional anymore... but i will try to do what i need to do
>>82072025
some kind of autism or retard or whatever bux would be nice. i don't know if i could keep a job even if i got one at this point. they kept trying to hospitalize me instead of treat me before but this time i'm going to try to trip the right flags

aahhhh i listened to the voicemail again im scared i cant do it theres no way whats wrong with me why am i like this

>>82072337
what are you even applying for?

yeah alright you stupid faggot whatever i'm going to bed, if it's entry level for esl immigrants or felons or something then just nut up and do it and they're likely to hire if they're calling you for an interview, if it's actual skilled labor you qualify for then stop pretending to be a robot because you already got through secondary schooling just fine