Thread 82072653

I'm almost over her but still would be nice if she came back. I still love her very much

>>82072653 (OP)
It's ok bro she's never coming back. My ex gf of 3 years isn't even messaging me as friends anymore. I'm really sad about it because she was my best friend but it's just how it goes. You can't rely on anyone but yourself in this life.

>>82072677
yeah...it sucks I know she's never coming back but it would be nice y'know? at least I found a couple of friends that help me not feel too lonely but it's just not the same, oh well I'll be over her soon enough i hope

Do you want me to address the guy or you?

To the guy,
I'm not changing how I feel about her and she isn't changing how she feels about me.

If that bothers you then you will have to do something less manipulative and conniving then being a pos.

To you,
If I said nothing, we both know you would still make these posts.

First to push me away
Then to see if I'm still there
Then to lash out for me not being there
Then to see if I'll come back
Then if I do l, lash out because you are hurt I left
If I stay or leave, the cycle starts over.

So tell me, what changes things where you there is peace for you? Because I feel it's the same thing that will bring me peace. How many more years until the cycle breaks?

There is one mistake I regret more than everything and if I hadn't made it we would be together still. The only reason I didn't is because I listened to those outside of us.

Is that what made you make mistakes too?

If you need my reassurance then ask me that. I'll be honest with you, even if it hurts me, even if it hurts you. I won't dance around or tell lies. I won't manipulate or force.

I'll be me and all I ask is that you are you.

>>82072653 (OP)
Hokuto shinken is transform your sadness into angery!

>>82072739
I never know what you're talking about mike
>>82072788
I know I'm currently in the process of turning sadness into anger and strength

And 4444 is Angel numbers for being lenient with yourself and others for past missteps. Whatever form this change takes, know that you have all the support needed from above when making these decisions.

>>82072827
Sure you don't. Good night maria

>>82072830
interesting i've always been obsessed with the number 4

>>82072848
Obsession and pushing cards won't give tell. Don't ask and do something for the answer to be relayed through.

Ask and then let go and know you'll be answered.

>>82072653 (OP)
>I'm almost over her
if only you rape her

Ive been masturbating to a lot of gay porn. But, I actually try to find the videos basically where the man looks more like a woman. Not necessarily a tranny thing. Like, literally I try to trick my brain into censoring out the penis and the guys face. And try to like imagine its a woman. Dude I dont know how I ended up this poor, I just keep laughing like. I dont even have straight porn to jack off to, I have to jack off to dudes and pretend theyre women. Its so gross here dude how did this even happen. I highly suspect there is a higher power who enjoys my personal suffering. Thats pretty much the worst possible thing becuz he has unlocked magical spells and I dont have any type of barriers.

>>82072862
I like the number 4 because it means death or something like that in japan
>>82072863
hi rape anon, how's it going?
>>82072881
umm have you tried pegging videos? it's less gay

>>82072904
>hi rape anon, how's it going?
I'm okay. I just finished Expedition 33.

>>82073164
i've heard good things about that game I want to play it one of these days

>>82073193
The story is decent, but the gameplay is really fun!

>>82072653 (OP)
WHAT'S UP SHINPOSTER
STILL THINKING ABOUT HER?
A WORD OF ADVICE: FUCKING STOP IT AND START LIFTING BIG ASS WEIGHTS INSTEAD
I'M CURRENTLY LIMITED BECAUSE ALL OF MY TENDONS ARE SHREDDED AND I AM IN HORRIBLE CONSTANT PAIN BUT YOU DON'T SEE ME QUITTING NOW DO YOU

THERE'S A QUOTE FROM GHANDI I'D LIKE TO SHARE WITH YOU,
"'I FUCKED THIS BITCH' COOL FAGGOT, I'M VOLCEL, I CHOSE TO NEVER FEEL THE TOUCH OF A BITCH IN MY LIFE. YOU FUCKING PUSSY. I'M STONE COLD."
HE SAID THAT IT'S REAL

>>82073204
cool! I've been replaying shadow of the colossus haven't played that in years
>>82073208
I'm almost over her I promise! I'm turning my sadness into anger! also how's the ocarina of time playthrough? did you beat it?

>>82073242
I SHOULD HAVE BEATEN IT BY NOW BUT I HAVEN'T LATELY MY FREE TIME IS SPENT JUST KIND OF SPACING OUT UNTIL IT'S TIME TO LIFT OR WORK AGAIN I AM NOTHING BUT A FLESH PUPPET IF IT WEREN'T FOR ALL THESE PRS I WOULDVE KILLED MYSELF

>>82073273
honestly I've been spacing out too, at least now I'm less depressed, enough to read some manga and watch anime, I started reading galaxy express 999 I really like it and I started watching mobile g fighter gundam it's fun!

there's tons of games that I have and I haven't beaten or even started because I just don't have the mental energy right now anyway I hope you feel better fren!

I hear what you are saying. Sorry I was being an idiot. It's not like how you think it is but I can understand the confusion and mistaking how that is. I don't know how to help you understand or hear me clearly in a way you won't assume things.

And I don't think you know what it's like to be a switch. I'll post it there. And if you get me and truly know me you'll somehow understand and it will work out for us being together.