Thread 82072782

I'm tired guys. I'm just tired of it all. I have the oxycodone next to me. Just 9 pills in a quick gulp and a quick nap and I'll never have to wake up again.

>>82072782 (OP)
If you were going to do it you wouldn't be making threads about it.

you better hope nobody finds you because the pain will be unimaginable and you won't be allowed pain meds ever again

>>82072791
I dont have anyone else to talk to. Suicide Hotline is shit and I dont want to get baker acted again.

Lucky you, I have to go to work in three hours and I have not been able to sleep the entire night. and I am still suicidal with no easy methodology

I hate the fact I exist and wake each morning, I hate my life, I hate my job.

>>82072799
I live by myself. Most of my family is dead and the rest are in prison. I doubt anyone would even know I'd be dead for at least a week. I wish I was joking.

Love your family while they are around and try to keep your friends around.

>>82072812
They don't allow you to buy guns where you live? I have one and I only bought it with intentions on killing myself before I pussied our years ago.

>>82072832
I could probably afford a gun just would not be able to eat or pay bills while waiting for the background check process, I have $500 to my name and no family or financial assistance. I am hoping I just snap at work one day in Minecraft and find a way to commit suicide since we work with heavy materials

I literally average 3 hours of sleep a night thinking about how much I hate all the days of my life, my job and have no future

Good luck on your suicide anon I hope to see you in Hell

Am I out of line to question your decisions?
What drugs and why? Have you betrayed an oath to anyone? This why? What have you disnohnored?

>>82072791
wrong
it's not a cry for help because there's no help to be gotten here