Thread 82072798

I'll be 40 soon, my real life haven't started (no job, degree, car, license, barely just got housing myself, no travel, no women obviously, no ability to buy the bare necessities I would want to be comfy and enjoy my time)
life time of neeting back and forth unable to get even the shittiest of jobs, going back to education to get the bare minimum papers to become hirable in society is my current thing I am working on, trying to get side jobs to increase money and get a license and to be able to consume more electronic gadgets and so on, get stable housing, after I have monthly money coming in and "stable" I guess I will revisit my long term plan after that, it's only to make even more money and become financially free from the system I joined again, about it
have nothing but slowly improving, this is about it

>>82072798 (OP)
my life ended a while ago

>>82072798 (OP)
how was the neetlife before this?

Im 30 but i already know ill be in your position one day.
Although I think I will finally kill myself before then.

>I'll be 40 soon, my real life haven't started
Holy shit. Are you me?

Sounds like me, 31. Shitty shit shit retail job, car (2008 driver door does not open so I climb in like Dukes of Hazard), no place to stay so I am over at my girlfriends several nights a week

Work is really exhausting full time but the income super super super super menial, but if I quit and go back to having no income fuck. Suicide pact anybody? Kek

>>82072798 (OP)
>my real life haven't started
Spoilers cunt. You already started and picked the wrong path (being a stinky neet)

>>82072798 (OP)
Totally. Very. Based. Old Chad.

>>82072866
I have to believe there is a redemption arc

>>82072992
various levels of hell, don't recommend it, constantly hounded by governments for bux, liviing in constant agony knowing everyone is enjoying life more, earning money, having a more comfortable existance, the fact that you are acutely aware you are wasting your time and enjoying life less than other people
hell on earth

>>82073064
the past decade flew by faster than the one before, I wanted to do and had the same plans back then as I do now, I was just unable to enter society and get to moving to do them

>>82073073
feels like many other people living the exact same reality just in different places

>>82073105
not quite is it hmm

>>82073128
>You already started
it's just a saying lil bro

>picked the wrong path (being a stinky neet)
I didn't pick, just a victim of circumstances, upbringing, learned behaviors and unable to move past them, people who don't understand how this works have never been in those situations
finally able to start moving forward in some manner again and can't fail now anyway

>>82073145
feel the same as 15yo me