Thread 82074400

I have no clue what love or affection is or feels like and looking at these miserable creatures here whining I never wanna know
I am already miserable enough with my own problems lel

>>82074400 (OP)
Same
I don't care about love or affection, I'm all about lust
Just gotta somehow find a compromise with my family because they expect me to "settle down" as I approach 30

>>82074400 (OP)
I feel the same way desu. Everything's fucked, are you at least in a position to put yourself out there?

>>82074447
lust is vile
I absolutely hate it
but it's easy to just jerk off and get over with it
stupid animalistic drive
I can't imagine living past 30 it's already so boring everything is so fucking boring
>>82074454
I have no anxiety lost my job because of a brief moment in jail though. neeting rn but sitting on a comfy pile of money getting absolutely fucked with drugs when I feel like it

>>82074536
>no love
>no affection
>no lust
what the hell, man? are you a monk or something?

>>82074563
you just can't let it build up
if you get horny jerk off immediately else it's the gooning death spiral
drugs deffo helped kill some libido though
I generally never had strong feeling about anything but drugs can kinda simulate the good ones like fun or euphoria

>>82074536
>brief moment in jail
Are you American? How much are you willing to say about it?

>>82074447
>I don't care about love or affection, I'm all about lust
Kek i used to think that way until i felt real love and affection
fuck when its the worst feeling in the world when you lose it

>>82074400 (OP)
I wanna say the same for me but maybe worse. I can't speak for everyone but being alone for this long as I can remember has probably fucked me up. I don't know what love or affection is. I am surprised my parents weren't concerned when I was going up. They never asked if I had a gf or even giving me advice.

>>82074593
anhedonia's last boss. I'm gonna hang out with and we are going on a prostitute cocaine-filled bender

>>82074642
I'm swiss and it was just a couple months of investigative custody because I had an amateur chem lab kinda and said dumb shit online about experimenting with explosives and drugs... it was fun while it lasted but I was also only doing it because it tingled my nerves
many ppl where like waaah why don't you study chem then like bitch I don't want to study a gorillion years with normoids and make boring legal stuff that just isn't interesting
>>82074739
first child stuff, they just let me go too. can't complain. dropped out with 14 and started an appreniceship still live at home though and the contact with my parents certainly help to not go delulu (I'd like to think I'd survive total isolation too but prolly not)
>>82074748
>prostitute cocaine-filled bender
I never had prostitutes (in fact i'm almost a virgin) but I'm YAVVNING just thinking about that I barely feel cocaine anyways

>>82074802
>just thinking about that I barely feel cocaine anyways
brother you def have ADHD. I can totally relate to you if that's the case, we are adrenaline junkies by nature. Nothing else you can do other than constantly seek stimulus for the rest of our pathetic lives, that's why we only live an average of 50 years lmao

>>82074820
Apparently I got ADD but thankfully my mom didn't decide to pump me with stims already from age 8 else I would probably be even more fucked now
Modern psychiatry can go fuck themselves with their meme disorders anyways this DSM-5 categorization thing is so dumb and retarded we might as well go back to the lobotomy

>>82074894
i think you are a huge retard but it is whatever, you wouldnt be here if you werent KEK

>>82074913
I really am I lack the absolute ability to even think more than one hour into the future or consider consequences and that's also the reason why I will proudly die before 30