>>82077858 (OP)
>Ugly girls, what is your experience with dating/men?
i really suffer with body and facial insecurity. i feel like i must date another race like white or asian just to feel like i could be equal to my partner, so its difficult. ive ended a lot of relationships and friendships due to my paranoia about my appearance.
i was never at all ugly, i just looked different from all the white and nigger kids. i just have a unique face and ethnic features, but i do still wish i was cute and white with a doll like face. i look mature and kind of intimidating. ive felt this way ever since grade school probably. i was treated differently and physically picked on because of my body curves and hips, my tan skin, my thin eyes etc etc. its so bad i cant tell if society views me as ugly or just envies me like my parents say. to this day i cant look in a mirror without crying, so i close my eyes everytime like at a store bathroom or something.
i think a guy can never love a ugly woman. they expect a lot from women, most femcels like myself just want niche attention, society doesnt love us, they never did