>no matter how you live your life there's a good chance you're going to die in a painful and/or terrifying way
That's fucked up
so? what am I supposed to do with this information?
Its comforting to know that strangers who deride strangers in public will some day die in excruciating pain.
>>82082257what happened to you this time?
>>82081454 (OP)I'm not suicidal so my fear of pain isn't keeping me alive.
I don't think being alive in constant pain hooked up to machines while they drip morphine to dull the pain and my senses is something to be scared of. It's not existing physically after that scares me. It's like running out of moves in a turn based game
>>82082336Going to where the mammonites go, to be laughed at. Finding unsolicited casual sadism from vacuous golems.
As long as I am asleep when the heart attack comes, I don't care. I just hope it's quick, whatever happens.
If I have a long painful heart attack, I will seriously have to consider not calling for help and letting it kill me.