Thread 82082711

What is uppppppppp R9K? You probably don't remember me, but I'm back.. Once again drunk. Your fav alcoholic anon. anyway, question of the day, did you have a good childhood, or were you abused? If you were abused, how so? Missed y'all, love y'all, <3

never hit but in every other way. drunk mom also addicted to other drugs. very mentally ill, severely berated me like barging into my room at 1am on school nights when i was little to scream at me. she groped me too and would ask to spoon a lot which is probably why im into other girls

>>82082764
I feel this, my dad used to want to rub sunscreen on my chest and see me shirtless til I was like 14. I'm bi now lol

come on, guy's humor me. I'm still drunk. Tell you what, if you don't want to answer my QOTD, just ask me anything, as long as it's not a dox I'll answer it.

>>82082764
>>82082848
damn raped

>>82083836
I wouldn't consider having sunscreen on my chest rape. It was uncomfortable, but that's a huge stretch. I think my dad's just an autist that didn't get that I was too old for that.

>>82083904
Okay yours was probably innocent but that girl's mom yuck

>>82082848
Yeees, but not like that.

>>82082711 (OP)
>You probably don't remember
I think I do. You were smashed yesterday but sobered up a bit after we talked for a while. NEET with some medical issues, yeah?

>did you have a good childhood, or were you abused
Never sexually, thankfully. But nah, childhood sucked

I was the only white kid on my bus and used to get gang stomped. My mom insisted I tell the teachers instead of fighting back every time which did all of jack and shit.

Ma herself has BPD. She tries her best, genuinely I believe, but emotionally regulates worse than my five year old. House had a lot of screaming fits and thrown objects growing up. She came between me and my stepdad a lot.

Real dad considers himself a wizard. Does a lot of drugs, practices Tarot, Dai Chi, Thelema, Goetia, Chaos and Sigilic magics, etc... Suffice to say that he's fucking useless and always has been.

Grew up poor. Got moved out to the country when I was a teen, met a girl I thought I loved that I used to fuck my own life up. Joined thr Army a year or so out of High-school and now I'm here.