You dont give yourself enough credit
And you wont open up to anyone

>>82087070 (OP)
>You dont give yourself enough credit
Maybe
>you wont open up to anyone
The only person who cares to deal with me is my therapist. I have no one else to talk to.

>>82087070 (OP)
i don't wanna open up because i know i will leave them, so i don't wanna share anything about myself to someone

>>82087070 (OP)
why should i? every time i do people just call me a faggot and humiliate me. id rather just ldar all by myself

>>82087079
What meds are you on?
Originaly rigitoni

>>82087178
>What meds are you on?
None right now. But I used to take Lexapro, buspar, and abilify. I'm never trying meds again. Although my therapist has been trying to get me to consider trying again. I think she thinks I'm bipolar and that's why the meds I tried didn't help.

>>82087235
Im on zoloft and zyprexia
It makes me throw up sometimes
I want to try adderal instead of this shit

>>82087070 (OP)
>And you wont open up to anyone
I have been experimenting on this. I have been opening up to people online for the past year or two, and it's only worked against me. Whereas, if I stay distant as I do irl, I managed to make two pretty close friends somehow. I don't think I'm a bad person, and I don't hold hateful ideologies, but it is what it is.

>>82087271
4chan turns people racist and gay though

>>82087323
>4chan turns people racist and gay though
I've been here for almost 10 years and I'm still neither of those

Actually Im an open book. So much so that people will fuck themselves up trying to wrap their heads around my honesty. People are weak and disgusting. I'm here because I am VOLCEL.

>>82087070 (OP)
i look like this and i say this to low self esteem moids

>>82087271
opening up to people online is a terrible idea especially on 4chud. no-one on the internet has any sort of personal interest in you. plus your opening yourself up for a bunch of randos to make fun of you. I'm sure if you opened up to your irl friends they'd listen.

>>82087459
>opened up to your irl friends they'd listen.
Nta but no, they'd just make fun of you too. At least it hurts less with people online.

>>82087070 (OP)
>You dont give yourself enough credit
i work hard, that's it.
>And you wont open up to anyone
i'm not supposed to, and when i have, i've only embarrassed myself
no woman would ever want a man with emotional baggage.
i'm supposed to be perfect.
not that i won't try to be, but i have to fix myself first before i open up.

>>82087476
well you'll never know unless you try it.

>>82087496
I've tried. They made fun of me.