Thread 82088283

i want to suck on a foid's tongue so bad man i am feeling hella depressed because i cant have this

Man I just want someone to listen to me and make eye contact

>>82088304
i will listen to you anon but eye contact is awkward

>>82088304
>listen to me
Sure
>make eye contact
I'm autistic I don't like doing that that much

>>82088283 (OP)
I did and I apparently gave them herpes.

>>82088321
heh what is up my fellow sperg

>>82088311
>>82088321
Cowards, the eyes is where the human really is. Everything else is just meat surrounding your soul

>>82088338
how did you have cold sores anon

>>82088355
understood anon, i will stare at foid's eyes we can practice eye contact while i listen to you anon

>>82088355
>Cowards
Eye contact just isn't a natural inclination for me, I'm autistic. I still do it at times though because I know that's what I'm supposed to. I also tend to do it when I want to make sure a person knows I'm paying attention and listening to them.

>>82088370
I like this frog. It inspires a slight guffaw

>>82088283 (OP)
I bruised my gf's tongue last time we had a drunk make out sesh.

>>82088283 (OP)
I'd love for a woman to violate my throat with her tongue.

>>82088283 (OP)
originally originalorgeon

normies kiss with their eyes closed

>>82088746
I am kollong myself today

a girl used to bite down on my tongue and refuse to let go. i learned to savor the moment of panic, and it became fairly erotic. i didn't have to learn to enjoy the scratching and clawing and biting, that came naturally. and that was FOURTEEN YEARS AGO oh boy!!

>>82090044
You lived the life man. I think I would kill like 100 robots with by bare hands to have the chance to experience that

>>82090428
it was a bare few months and in fact i was the one that ruined it, at great loss to myself. i could not picture her as my scene queen weed smoking gf i thought i wanted at 19-20, and unceremoniously left her. i believe she was beginning or already had fell in love with me. it took me a few years to realize my mistake, but she had very foolishly gotten knocked up (likely as a result of my abrupt and heartbreaking departure) and had a child by that time. the worst part is that she was still seemingly terribly into me, and i somewhat strung her along while i waffled and ultimately decided against casting my fate with her. couldn't take the not-my-kid thing.

it was nothing worth being envious of, and is a source of regret and shame for me. but i do still distinctly remember that visceral feeling of pleasurable-panic that she brought on. bless her for that. thank you for coming to my blog.

>>82090828
Im 21, and basically went through the exact same thing. highschool sweetheart 14-19. first year uni we went to different schools. started taking a lot of drugs and things went south. I basically ruined what could have been a perfect relationship. Been two years of nothing, I was fucking a troon that didnt remotely pass out of desperation for a while a few weeks back but even she broke up with me.
havent spoken to my ex since the breakup.

I still remember the sensations sometimes, theyll visit me when im falling asleep or in those weird dream thought moments before you wakeup fully. I dont know how to go forward anon. How do you do it knowing you fucked up your chance at happiness and will only be able to scrape through the gutter for barely fuckable things on the internet.

>>82090828
>>82091380
of course the narcissistic retards get the cute girls to fall in love with them and i can't even get scraps. yaaay...

>>82091400
if it makes you feel better the only person ive fucked in almost three years now is a dude who likes wearing diapers and sperging about baseball. I cant really defend myself. i was kind of flirty with some chick during the school year and that made her angry so i blocked the chick, but when we did shrooms and she started feeling up my friend i could hardly resist the urge to kill her and broke up with her the next day. I dont think she ever cheated on me and was acting like that because of the shrooms. i think we couldve fixed things if i wasnt retarded. anyway ive been blogposting too much but youre right anon, good things come to those who deserve them the least and pain is all you will probably every know.

>>82091496
>and pain is all you will probably every know.
Yeah I fucking know that but I will never stop doing what is right because it is right. If life wants to torture me with a life of solitude and mental illness so be fucking it, I am not straying from the right path. I will become a physician when I graduate medschool and I will spend the rest of my miserable life helping other people. I will do so many good deeds in this life and be thanked with horrors beyond your comprehension

>>82091550
goodluck anon maybe youll get to harvest my organs when i blow my brains out.

>>82091610
maybe ill fix your retarded brain and make you happy and let you have all the happiness i will never have

>>82091623
then ill have to suck your dick or something baka

>>82091380
>How do you do it knowing you fucked up your chance at happiness and will only be able to scrape through the gutter for barely fuckable things on the internet.

well for one i don't know that for certain, and for two, what choice does one have, if one isn't going to immediately blow his brains out? it doesn't feel that good, but i just had cancer and chemotherapy for 2024 and i didn't kill myself over that. so "no big deal" or whatever. you got no choice besides continue living as best you can or kill yourself. or, i suppose, completely rot. i wouldn't recommend that one. worse than both the alternatives.

>>82091668
youre right anon im drunk and being melodramatic. Goodluck with your treatment and with finding the manic pixie weed girl of your dreams.

>>82091703
oh, treatment's over, unless it comes back. lost my hair, lost my gains. working back on it. and no manic pixie weed girl, no sir. i am no longer 19 but instead 33....so i am choosing to attempt to pursue the girl i had once BEFORE that one, since she contacted me after 8 years of silence. please, learn from my example and do no emulate me. but regardless of rationality and similar things, my heart leaves me no choice. how silly.

no worries. best of luck there.

>>82091768
congrats on the remission man. Im also bald, went bald at 19 not because of cancer or anything just genetics and a lot of stress. 8 years of silence is a long time though. my ass would be kind of paranoid but beggars cant be choosers god speed.

>>82089474
I'm dead serious I just want a woman to absolutely rape my mouth and throat with her tongue.

>>82089474
>>82092974
samee anon maybe we get high and do this to each other we pretend we are both women idk