I often fantasize about dying in mass shooting
Far right, far left, Isamic terrorist attack, anything really.
>I wouldn't have to go trough the trouble of doing it myself
>Society would view my death as a tragedy instead of something selfish and disgusting
>I won't to die alone
>Relatively quick
>Be somewhat commemorated, but not have my life thoroughly analyzed for what it could've been as people with much brighter futures who died in the attack will gain the spotlight, so I'll just blur into the background. No one will realize my life was pretty worthless and nothing of value was lost upon my death that way.
It'll never happen though, and if it did, God would probably make sure I survive completely paralyzed and disabled for wishing it in the first place.
>I wouldn't have to go trough the trouble of doing it myself
>Society would view my death as a tragedy instead of something selfish and disgusting
>I won't to die alone
>Relatively quick
>Be somewhat commemorated, but not have my life thoroughly analyzed for what it could've been as people with much brighter futures who died in the attack will gain the spotlight, so I'll just blur into the background. No one will realize my life was pretty worthless and nothing of value was lost upon my death that way.
It'll never happen though, and if it did, God would probably make sure I survive completely paralyzed and disabled for wishing it in the first place.