Thread 82093763

Which GABAergic drug is your favorite?
(Examples: alcohol, phenibut, benzos, GHB, pregabalin, etc.)

>>82093763 (OP)
crazy how pic rel has ruined billions of lives

>>82093796
The weakness and sins of men did, not the receptors.

>>82093763 (OP)
Gotta be alcohol. Not only does it destroy my anxiety but it tastes great

>>82093763 (OP)
opiates are my go to but gabaergics are a close second
love xanax and gabapentin and alchohol, i know its dangerous and shit but its top notch, mixing them with opiates is even better (accept alcohol, opiates and booze are shit)

>>82093763 (OP)
Drinking kratom and watching party monster with my pants down

anyone else want their life to fall apart around them so they can get high? and i mean like really fall all the way apart, so you can really get high

>>82094073
A self-destructive wish isn't cool, it's pathetic.
I want things to be so great in my life that I have no time or wish for intoxicating substances.
Unfortunately it's not the case, so I'm intoxicated often.

>>82094073
Not really
I would rather get stoned at a shitty job to cope rather then get stoned at home all day every day unemployed

>>82093763 (OP)
>ran out of supply about 12 hours ago
>sitting here feeling good, thinking maybe things will be fine
>all at once get fucking mega slapped by first wave of w/ds
>in a single moment intense nausea as well as feeling like I'm gonna shit myself hits
>entire body feels really warm, get all restless and stand up and pace around, nausea intensifies and feels like I'm about to both vomit and shit myself at the same time
>subsides for a few minutes and feels like maybe I can weather the storm
>nausea now returning alongside what can only be described as a deeply sinister sensation encroaching on my sense from all corners creeping onto me with escalating intensity and relentlessness with each passing minute
Seems this one is gonna be pretty rough my friends. I have a package coming tracker says it will arrive today but not until late afternoon/early evening. I can't really rely on that anyways, usually packages never actually show up here on their original estimated time, but always at the very last second the tracking changes and then it arrives a day or two later. Even under best case scenario I'm looking at about 14 hours of what's shaping up to be some hellish w/ds. All I have left is a small amount of residue on a plate, might go lick it and see if that helps.

>>82094698
Thanks for the story, not my day doesn't seem as bad.

>>82094760
Glad to help anon. Truly amd originally

Licked the residue idk if that will actually do anything but worth a shot

>>82094897
I wish my wife would lick my residue if you see what I mean.

Licking worked. Sweet relief. Probably bought me at least a few hours. Thankfully this stuff is mad potent. Unfortunately, this stuff is mad potent.

tried some muscimol gummies yesterday. it sucks, feelt like taking melatonin.
i think it's a scam

>>82094936
>I wish my wife would lick my residue if you see what I mean
Based but also wifehaver normie *hisses at you*

Frens im planing on relapsing soon or rather finally freeing myself of the shit everyone else is shitting in my head and will be having fun again what drug should I do first I'm thinking a nice ket and acid trip and after that a Degen week while speedballing with meth and lorazepam and a sprinkle of 2-cb

>>82095479
Just do drugs that have a low chance of ruining your life, like LSD and stuff.
Plenty of fun and most likely won't make you become homeless.

I'm planning to trip on DXM for the first time this coming Friday. Can someone recommend me a good initial dose to get my myself used to the proper effects without it being crazy? I'm only asking here because I am rather skinny (5'11 54kg) and think the standard trip dose calculators will probably be too strong.

>>82094073
My life is ruined so I take benzos I'm no really alive at this point, future isn't looking any better.

>>82096063
I plan on becoming a high functioning polytox tho nothing better than a pervitin fueld phd

>>82094073
Been there was not too great of an experience

any alcoholics?
im 4 days off and it wasnt easy but i really wanna drink a liter of vodka right now and pass out

>>82096505
Am i an alcoholic if i drink every time ive gotten high and get high every day if yes then yes if no then being an alcoholic is kinda cringe ngl

>>82096505
But congrats on staying sober for 4 days!

>>82093763 (OP)
>Which GABAergic drug is your favorite?
Benzos for sure. Could never stomach alchohol enough for it to be effective.

>>82096075
45 ml seems to be the way to go after further research

>>82096481
>high functioning polytox
I'm not a phd but I've been doing this for a few years. It works if you're extremely diligent but unless you have a huge rotation you still have to take breaks here and there or else you suffer the mummy's curse

Biggest Dutch RC vendor just shut down their website (temporarily). Orders are being refunded or processed later. Website itself is broken. Let's guess what happened this time. Government intervention? Banking Jew? Hack?

>>82097942
My nl vendor is stil up, they prob sold some banned stuff

>>82093763 (OP)
Any experience with muscimol? Its GABA-ergic

I can't shit anymore, and I can't control my opiate use.
I'm contemplating giving my oxys away to someone who WON'T give them back to me for 2 weeks.

>>82098015
I have some it works great, you just need decent source. Great for tapering or mild anxiety

>>82098108
I want to experience the hallucinogenic dream states ive heard about, where it puts you in a deep slumber and you feel like you unlock the secrets of manipulating reality or something

>>82096075
start with ~200mg. the thing with DXM is that it can come in waves. it's not like the onset of alcohol. i'd suggest having multiple sessions and keep a journal with how much you have each time. do NOT be like me who took small doses many times then did 500 (i think) mg + weed and sent myself into an indescribable hellscape where i went blind/deaf

>>82093763 (OP)
Anyone stopped doing weed wanting to get your dreams back?
I believe that the subconscious warns me about my downsides and what I can't do when I'm dreaming
Just last night I dreamed that I got into a fight inside a crowded bus and I couldn't grapple against the two assailants, I just lacked the pushing strenght to do so, but I once the crowd cleared up a little I could land a clean hook agaisnt one of them

>>82096075
They're not too strong, I started with 300 and had my best DXM trip to date, been chasing that even since, higher doses make the trip too strong and uncomfortable but it also makes for a longer and stronger afterglow

>>82098193
I take the capsules that get rid of the toxins and hallucinogen properties.

They're basically benzos made from mushrooms, no hallucinogenic properties.

>>82093763 (OP)
>>82093875
Gabapentin is my favorite GABAergic. I get it shipped from India.

>>82099001
can you share the sites you use?

>>82099160
I second this though I'd prefer pregabalin
>>82099001

Clean day. Not even benzos today. Breaking until sunday (hopfully). Wish me luck.

>>82093763 (OP)
Only ever tried booze and GHB.
GHB is S-tier, it is less physically impairing than alcohol while lifting my mood better. It is also much cheaper and has a different metabolic pathway that does not give you hangovers.
But it is a bit harder to dose accurately.

How to cope with waiting for a package with no tracking

REEEEEEEEEE

>>82096075
hahaha wow i laughed at loud, this hard drunk thread this bro over here going so hard with that cough syrup seeking advice

>>82096075
use the tripsitme dxm calculator, it recommends a dose based off your weight, learn about the different plateaus and decide which dose is right for you from there, i personally recommend a moderate second plat trip for your first time to ease you into how it feels

>>82094073
desu drugs have done the opposite for me, i have better relationships with everyone i know and a better idea of the person i want to be and the will to do the things i want to and need to do, i love drugs

Got headach and weakness
/tiredness after daily use of benzos(didn't take any today). Is this wds? I heard benzo wds are hellish but I've just been bedbound all day.

give it to me straight:
how legitimate is phenibut compared to alcohol?
can i use it as a complete replacement for alcohol? can i pop a couple pills, head down to the bars, pick up chicks as if i was drinking?

kratom tips for the strongest effects?

>>82096505
yeah kind of relapsed in the past few weeks and been drinking every day really

Dubs I megadose lyrica. Evens I contemplate suicide.

>>82093763 (OP)
Randomly the thread OP is on my personal topic right now.

Any anons have experience with gabapentin?
And mixing it with THC?

Doctors keep pushing me on it instead of opoids for my pain issue right now. I just took my first 300mg capsule, since I used 100mg before I said that didn't do anything good for me...

I'm tired of hearing how this bullshit could take weeks to kick in, while it has retarded side effects... I'm wondering if the 300mg is any different.

>>82098295
Melatonin and milk before bed will help with dreams, so does sperm retention.

>>82099732
Just forget it's there and be surprised when it shows up.

>>82095479
Do whatever makes you happy. I hate anti-druggies more than druggies sometimes. No one reward sobriety, but demands it and everyone rewards a junkie getting clean...

Like society wants you to be a druggie/junkie and just keep it under control, but will never admit this.

I hope drugs fuck my brain up enough to the point that I can't feel negative emotions anymore.
Or that they kill me idk, I hate my gay ass existence right now.

>>82102236
You can definitely become emotionally numb, or feel emotions more. Part of becoming emotionally number is internal work that maybe drugs can help with.

>>82102236
Drugs fucked up my brain and I still feel just as bad, I just can't cognitively think of solutions to my problems in the way I used to be able to.

>>82100958
Not everyone reacts the same but yes, it's better than alcohol.
Takes longer to take effect though and lasts like half a day.

It's fantastic for socializing but it's a bad idea to drink alcohol while on it, might become way too drunk very fast.
I used to take it once a week, a big dose at noon and I spent the afternoon and evening socializing as if I wasn't a socially awkward retard, it was great.

You will need to test quite a few times to find the dosage that's right for you, and at what time you need to take it for it to work when you want. But once you're used to it it's great.

Also don't take it more than once a week and especially not two days in a row.

Best place to get high quality GHB? Want to upgrade from the BDO I got from DH Gate

>>82102236
Not how that works unfortunately lol. You might become retarded and confused because of drug abuse, but you won't lose your capacity to feel negative emotions.

>>82102460
We can't source here without getting a big ban. You should delete your post btw.
Depending on the country you live in you can order a liter of GBL for industrial solvent use for like 10 bucks lol.

I miss the laced weed that made me into someone different

>>82102369
Same I was sub normal now I'm totally retarded

>>82102447
thanks for the reply
give me a typical day of how you used it. did you use more later on the evening? did you ever try and supplement it with alcohol for a better edge? and then apparently it's great for sleeping, how did you manage that?

>>82102621
On Fridays I took it at like 11 or 12 in the morning, worked the afternoon while it was coming up and was in full effect at the end of the afternoon when I socialized with people and enjoyed it.
I did not redose (would take hours to take effect anyway) and did not drink. I don't think I've felt an effect on my sleep.

My phenibut day was my good day of the week. It gave me a great mood, I worked tirelessly and was happy to talk to people.
By far my favorite functional drug. Too bad I can't do it in the country I moved to.

I didn't really felt drunk or high or whatever, I mostly felt in a great mood, which is good enough for a functional drug.
When I took too much I felt drunk and retarded though, I knew it was too much when I couldn't do the sobriety test of putting a foot in front of the other ten times.

Anyone else here combos meth with benzos?
From the mental space I get when doing this alone I thought it's very common but apparently I'm weird for it

>>82102447
The thing is the more you take the longer it acts
I once took 10g in a span of 6 hours and the next 24 hours felt like I was floaty, it's like being drunk without the motor impairment and clumsiness

Working in a call center for more than a year now has turned me into a vicious opiate fiend. At one point I was actively suicidal. Now I'm just strung out. I keep thinking of what Uncle Ted said about humans altering themselves using drugs or other methods to deal with circumstances we'd otherwise find intolerable rather than change society to suit us.

>>82100981
I've never done kratom, but if you want strong effects I advise you to take a shitton of it.
don't die tho

>>82103382
you really should try and find something to get you through that without being hooked on opioids. I love opioids, but there are plenty of chemicals that could be used strategically that aren't as debilitating/dangerous as daily opioid or even benzo use.

>you are X because of B!
>stop being B
>You are X because of C!
>stop being C
>you are X because of these drugs, I'll tell the doctor!

ffs if im going to lose my meds prescription over this boomer style issue seeking im going to lose it.

>>82104573
Ranting about your mom again?