Thread 82094744

i was always a straight man and yet recently i developed a massive urge to dress up as a girl and get fucked as a one. i just jerked off to this, imaging myself as a girl getting spitroasted. what should i do before i end up becoming a trans slut?

>>82094744 (OP)
You were always a faggot yet recently developed a massive urge to larp like a retard on our board

You've developed autogynophilia from too much porn. Stop watching porn, you can still masturbate but wait a few days between each session if you can. If you desperately need to look at something just stick to solo ladies

>>82094744 (OP)
Did you have desires of being a girl growing up like me or possibly later in life? Is transitioning something you really want for yourself or will it fade after you achieve your fantasy? There is no wrong answers so explore your sexuality in a safe setting. You can always try cross dressing as well

>>82094811
>Agp
>Fetish
>Confused
>Porn addicted
>Propaganda
All language used by morons, terfs, and transphobes without any real understanding of what people with actual gender dysphoria go through. Fuck off

>>82094845
the only context we have is that he likes jerking off to the idea, not that he wants to actually live life as a woman. Based on the current information we have he has a fetish. Stop trying to ruin people's lives

>>82094744 (OP)
You should do the same thing but just be a guy not a girl.

>>82094867
You can try to deflect all you want but when you're tossing around autogynophilia without even knowing yourself I doubt you actually give a fuck and are just going
>Hurr hurr troon

>>82095058
nta but autogynophilia is an actual thing that is entirely different from gender dysphoria. i never understood how people can recognize fetishes like vore and big knees but draw the line at crossdressing men jacking off to the idea of being a woman
source: troon

>>82094744 (OP)
Always the same shit with you fuckheads. How about you open chatgpt and ask it to tell you from a jungian perspective what could the origin of these urges be? Before you do something profoundly idiotic without really knowing why... again

>>82095089
I trans as well and don't have it myself so I can't relate but I'm not about to tell someone what they want for themselves is wrong or simply write it off as a fetish. If someone wants to take active steps to achieve the looks and gender they want for themselves without harming others so be it. I'm not expecting people to have a serious genuine discussion when tossing ago around especially on a place like this where it's just casually tossed around as an insult.
People have autofetishes for many things. Gym rats who are turned on by gym bodies and want that for themselves. Feeders attracted to big bodies and want to be big themselves. Bimbos. Furries. Body modders. Etc. Etc.

>>82095289
i skimmed this thread and think im on your side

im also trans (at least mentally and in some small ways physically like growing out my hair sometimes and caring for my nails) but a repressor ive been having these thoughts constantly since i was in high school and now it's constant daily since my 26th birthday
i seriously considered diy HRT when i was 19 in college but it was already too late for me
i dont think AGP is a serious insult, id rather be agp than hsts, grew up surrounded by so many gay theater kids i didn't realize i was attracted to men (bisexual) waaay too late.
too make matters worse i was training for the youth olympic team (never qualified) so my body is ruined in a masculine way, my shoulders are so fucking wide, like a 7 foot basketball players shoulders on a 6'1" body
ugh..
its weird how ive always had the masculine physique beta males want but they can never have it. i wish i was a semi passing trans girl (especially in the face, dont really care if i had a twinky body or a passing one)

to any other anons reading this just know that its not really a fetish. straight cis men might have some sissy fetishes but if you are trans you will grow out of that shit pretty fast once you realize you just want emotional connection like any female would (or enby, im not really a fan of the trans gatekeeping)

>>82095913
Autogynophilia is considered derogatory ans an insult and for good reason. It was primarily used by a transphobe and since discredited researcher. People who continue to use on platforms like here know that. It is hardly ever used outside of terf or transphobic spaces even for academic purposes. If you think you're attractive as a girl it's no different than anyone else who is attracted to their appearance. And just like anyone else very very few people are going to be purely sexually aroused by their own image past saying, yeah. I'm sexy.
For your shoulders I wish I can say don't worry about it and ease your dysmorphia and gender dysphoria. At the least please take solace that you'll be far from the only girl on the planet who has them. Many cisgendered women do and many find it attractive

>>82094845
Gender dysphoria isn't real. Fuck off with your disgusting fetish.

>>82096050
those are kind words anon, thank you. im not getting my hopes up though. ive thought it all the way through many times, like if i got my balls removed, FFS, everything. i dont see any scenario where i dont simply get beaten to death or homeless

i have a private instagram. i used to have like 300 followers from my high school but completely deleted it because seeing my own face in photos or selfies was like getting flashbanged.

just seeing my own face i have invasive thoughts about what if people realized or found out that im a repressing trans female. i panic and delete everything. so i have like no social life currently.

>>82096125
anon you are being such a massive bitch loser :|

>>82096188
do you take hrt at least?

>>82094744 (OP)
I've dressed up as a girl and gotten fucked. It's hot and fun. Highly recommended.

>>82096188
I'm so sorry that you don't feel safe to become the girl you want to be. I often forget that some people aren't able to transition due to living conditions and regions of the world where it's dangerous to. Please be careful out there regardless and I really do wish you can find a way to transition and find happiness

Is this board now just fag posting and fantasies for discord trannies?
holy fuck thank you for reminding me in record time why this place is trash

>Is this board now just fag posting and fantasies for discord trannies?
lol you came here and can leave whenever

>>82097185
>>82098678
>>82094744 (OP)
My mum gave me both gender issues and a trauma based kink.
>Dad is from a rich Pakistani family. mom is a poor Bosnian but is tall, pretty and blue eyed
>They met at a Sunni event and mum was forced to marry dad by her parents (money was involved)
>They moved to the UK. Dad did steroids, he dealt drugs, beat my preggo mom then he got crippled
>Mum left. She posed for nudie mags. She became a stripper and fucked loads of army chads
>Spent most of my childhood alone in an apartment, playing vidya or being babysat by mom's friends
>Got my first boner watching mom being aggressively fucked by her Danish marine bf.
She had no shame. I'd fap watching her undress or showering. She just laughed. Her Danish bf would let me watch him fuck her. Made me wear a condom when I wanked. She was my only exposure to sex/wank material. The bf left her. She began fucking English soldiers, and a huge Scottish rugby player. I was allowed to watch but from her closet. One time a guy caught me and freaked out. She got educated and became a neonatal nurse. As I aged I felt bad about being a short brown autist with a lil dick. I crossdressed. Autists enjoy soft clothes and grooming rituals. I wanted to be like my tall gothic mum. Mum took me clothes shopping and to nightclubs while I crossdressed. Luckily I never trooned. Mum slowed down because an Irish zoomer impregnated her and left her with a baby boy. I know she groomed me. I have a sph kink, ntr kink, CD kink, femdom kink and a bwc kink. I used to hate mum but her early life was rough.

>>82098762
dad is pakistani

im sorry bro...

>>82098813
I didn't know him for most of my life though.

>>82094744 (OP)
i wanted to do that too, but it turned out to not be worth the effort. anal is really nice but it takes so much preparation to do right, and shaving your body is an absolute nightmare. not only that but i'm not attracted to men, i'm just attracted to the idea of being fucked. maybe i'm just aegosexual but idk how i can fulfill my fantasies when reality is so dissapointing. i'm learning to be content with masturbating to daydreaming, maybe one day i'll meet someone that clicks with my fantasies but i don't want to feel miserable until then

>>82094744 (OP)
You wouldn't be as plappable as her, so just give up.