I've been out of work for a few months now after injuring my back and probably ruining my life forever and I've noticed something extremely terrifying. I hate working, but I hate it, I don't want to go back to work, I don't want to be stuck in a warehouse 8 hours a day 5 days a week. My only option to maybe avoid this and live a decent life is if I go back to school, but that's a big gamble, I'm in my late 20s and I have bad ADHD and I'm also autistic, but FUCK. I really can't go back to work, not only because I might be disabled from this point forward, but because that thought of going back legitimately gives me a panic attack, but I also need money, so how the fuck do I live? I might actually quit my job and with my savings and settlement I might have enough to pay for school and live comfortable for 5 years or so, but then what? It's inescapable, I'll have to work eventually, I'm fucking scared, man.
>>82104419
My injury is so bad there's no point in lying since it can't get worse than this, I injured my spine.
>>82104424
My parents and siblings will help me but still, I guess what I'm trying to say is how most people can't escape slavery, and somehow most people accepted it and some even find happiness in it.
>>82104427
I live with my parents and siblings and it's nice.
>>82104428
Yes. I regret so much working manual labor, and feel bad for people who do.
For the past few months I've been going out into the woods and doing a lot of hiking, I lose myself in the forest for hours and just think about my life and the mistakes I've made. Sometimes I hope I die somewhere in the woods, it would be such a peaceful death. Winter is coming, I plan on doing a lot of hiking then, going into higher peaks, I'm already screwed anyways, if I die,at least I want it to be somewhere nice, like a mountain.
My injury is so bad there's no point in lying since it can't get worse than this, I injured my spine.
>>82104424
My parents and siblings will help me but still, I guess what I'm trying to say is how most people can't escape slavery, and somehow most people accepted it and some even find happiness in it.
>>82104427
I live with my parents and siblings and it's nice.
>>82104428
Yes. I regret so much working manual labor, and feel bad for people who do.
For the past few months I've been going out into the woods and doing a lot of hiking, I lose myself in the forest for hours and just think about my life and the mistakes I've made. Sometimes I hope I die somewhere in the woods, it would be such a peaceful death. Winter is coming, I plan on doing a lot of hiking then, going into higher peaks, I'm already screwed anyways, if I die,at least I want it to be somewhere nice, like a mountain.