Thread 82106019

i cant fucking deal with my bpd anymore
all my emotions are so overwhelming and when i person i like talks with someone else i start hating them even if they're my friend, and it's ruining my already non-existent social life. am i just destined to take meds for the rest of my life and/or die alone?

>>82106019 (OP)
Are you a bio male or female anon?

I think I have BPD as a male. I've always dated women with BPD

When I'm doing really shitty I try to think of myself like a sim, sometimes I have a need in the red and don't even realize it because I'm so upset

Regular exercise in the form of cardio at the gym will fix you way more than any meds.

>>82106034
im a guy. which makes my bpd creepy instead of cute. how fucking great is that.
>>82106048
but how am i even supposed to fix it if i dont know what it is? i guess it would be social interactions but like i said above whenever i try to be social i just end up getting hurt or hurt others
>>82106049
ah yes im sure running will fix my mental issues thank you anon. and for the record, i already go to the gym.

>>82106019 (OP)
you should let me be your boyfriend, id love poking at your mental disease by talking to other women and ignoring and insulting you until you have a melty. just imagine all the fun we could have

>>82106063
All you have to do is proper regular cardio running 10 km in an hour. But youre too lazy to do that and thus shall suffer the bpd hell forever.

What would happen to a bpdemon if their fp was a neet who devoted 100% of thesmelves and their life to satisfying that weird obsession? Lovebombing the bpdemon, being even clingier and more passionate. Can a bpdemon be satisfied? Would the bpdemon's mind melt from overstimulation? Or would the bpdemon get bored and look for a 'better' target (someone with a life)

>>82106111
youd exhale air once in a weird way and bpdemon would get insecure and cheat on you

>>82106111
They would probably look at such an individual with pure disgust and seek to ruin his life in various sneaky snakelike ways such as turning him against all of his friends and isolating him

>>82106111
you'd end up being hated for making your life a shallow role

>>82106019 (OP)
bpdemon? become bpdemon king

>>82106071
i am a guy, also people like you need to be shot
>>82106075
fuck off back to /fit/
>>82106111
i can't speak for others but for me all i want is someone that would obsess over me just as much as i obsess over them so it'd be awesome as long as they're a good person
>>82106140
>become bpdemon king
how do i achieve such status

>>82106151
>how do i achieve such status
u start with going towards being a polymath in whatever you're naturally good at. practical psychology, philosophy are good entry points for BPD because BPD people are in fight/flight/fawn/freeze stress response as typical default state. so anything good for survival comes easy. next step is figuring out how to shut the alert down. and then you're operationally free (personal life is still BPD tier unless you figure something out)

>>82106063
I'm unmedicated and pretty sure I'm BPD. Unironically exercise and eating better has helped my mood. My girlfriend is also BPD so it's interesting watching our emotions

>>82106071
poking is law

>>82106131
I have no friends
>>82106140
my internal life is very deep, it's just that its all in my brain so my body is there to be used 24/7
>>82106151
...maybe date another person with bpd?

>>82106199
>my internal life is very deep
nobody is obligated to care about what they aren't even aware of

bpdemons with a pussy are known for their ridiculous libido like wanting to fuck 5 times a day and getting angry if you cant get hard anymore
is it also true with male bpdemons? Do you get a neverending boner for your fp?

>>82106216
lawful evil

>>82106216
my bpdemon will by definition want to know everything and listen to me ramble about the roman empire or evolution or monetary theories all day

>>82106175
i dont know man i do exercise and my diet isn't bad, but it doesn't really make me feel any better about myself. have you and your gf ever had huge fights?
>>82106199
>...maybe date another person with bpd?
this just feels like adding more fuel to the fire. i dont think it could work long term. maybe for a few months but then something is bound to happen and its just going to make me feel even worse
>>82106219
uh i mean i think about cuddling wuth them a lot but they're rarely sexual.
>picrel
i wish i had that desu

shut up fucking loser

the only cure for BPD is true love with a girl who is as clingy, needy, and obsessed as you are

>>82106063
>BPD as a male
Grim

>>82106019 (OP)
i thought i had bpd but turns out i was just schizotypal. my emotions are very unstable so i just force myself to stop caring

>>82106019 (OP)
I only take meds for my severe anxiety

>>82106742
>true love
does that even exist? especially with a bpd person too
>>82106771
just forcing myself to stop feeling things is not something i can do unless i get wasted

everything will be okay little one