Thread 82107123

I was in a charity shop and was hearing people's thoughts telling me everyone was out to get me and the radio was on then a song finished and the DJ simply said "he's in a position he doesn't want to be in now" and I couldn't comprehend how that comment could relate to the song that just played or the next one. Then people started saying I was a genius and I figured out not only is there no way to prove or disprove I am in a solo simulation, but that the way things were going (the radio DJs comment for example) it actually made a lot of sense that it was just me in the simulation.

I don't know, but I want to thank you for forwarding this. You are of so much assistance. The wrong people are in power. I wish I could take you from here. Perhaps strive and become together. But for now, thank you

>>82107123 (OP)
yes yes you do brother take ur lithium

>>82107135
No problem. Can you tell me more about what's happening?

>>82107150
Within time, the lord himself shall fall

>>82107201
>lord himself shall fall
Can you tell me what that means?

>>82107123 (OP)
I hear weird sounds, voices and music in the background only if I haven't slept in a long time, like more than one day.

>>82107229
Ok, but I'm experiencing a narrative. A frightening series of events escalating in the terror they induce

>>82107123 (OP)
You are extremely self aware and perceptive of the world, congratulations. Do you ever hear music when it's not there?

>>82107314
Sometimes when I'm falling asleep it's like I'm composing music.

>>82107344
Hypnopompic and hypnogogic activity. I have that as well. Edgar Allen poe also had this btw.

>>82107123 (OP)
Could be manifestation reflections/quantum leaps to realities that respond to your question. If it's this then you are focused on the wrong thing and traversing where you don't want to be.

If it's a god thing, then if is either communication of guidance, reassurance, or letting demons taunt/mock to test you if you give in or tempt sin. If it is this then do what you can to make the good decisions and say our father and st. Michael prayers when you feel you need protection and reassurance. Stay away from divination methods like tarot and shuffling music. Abstain from porn and such. Dwell in your desires instead.

https://youtu.be/ausyK1aQWXY?si=juX8WJ3mjewG1uRs

>>82107123 (OP)
not necessarily schizophrenia, but quite possibly the onset of psychosis or even something neurological. the fact that you're lucid and cognitive enough to share what's happening to you in a way that that follows a fairly typical narrative structure is a good sign. you seem to be able to keep track of the flow of events and express your experiences accordingly. if you have someone irl that you know well and trust, it would be good to tell them about what you're experiencing so they can be your touchstone/barometer for whether you're improving, holding steady, or dipping further into psychosis. maybe formulate a plan for what you would like to do in case things go sideways. are you willing to go to a doctor? let your person know if that's something they should encourage or not. do you best to cover your bases and be safe. im sorry that you're going through this

>>82107492
When it all started for me 5 years ago I had no knowledge of what was happening and it was the most horrible feeling being attacked by the world like that. Told things you shouldn't know or at least couldn't know before and when asked is verify to be true. It sounds like a strength but it is not because it is very hurtful to know things and in turn not be able to be heard or seen when that is all you were able to do on your side is see and here. Eventually I read about manifestation reflections and over years learned that it's all essentially quantum mechanics, traversing realities. Unfortunately (or fortunately) I believe in God and the understanding of quantum mechanics is just looking at his tool kit and knowing how it works, that doesn't change the overriding boundaries to abide by.

You will either understand what I'm saying or judge me, but I assure you I am telling the truth and if has been verified as real by others and not mental illness.

I believe it's important to be honest the best you can. It doesn't matter how others judge you. Forgive yourself for lashing out and such. It's understandable and even the negative things are a part of you. Acceptance is vital. Love and compassion over what the world tells you is the right thing to do, their words of promotion of manipulation, judgment, betrayal, is the framing of an enemy which is outside of you. Leave it there and dwell in your love knowing it is righteous and true. That is more powerful than anything else that attempts to take it away from you.

>>82107550
this genuinely explains so much about your posts
t. regularly accused of being maria in letter threads

>>82107508
For me it is not psychosis. I went in and had several psychology and psychiatry appointments as well as my own experience in the field. The result is that I do not have psychosis and what I am experiencing is real.

Obviously that is the case for me and may not be the case for you. But don't allow yourself to be deluded and framed as mentally ill when you are actually undergoing either a greater understanding of how the universe works than others do or a religious whatever.

I don't know if there's any way to really show the truth online like this. But if you're with people in real life show them what your experiencing, do the communication and have them experience it themselves when they are with you and they will see the truth and how uncanny it is. If it was psychosis then it would not be factual. Plus with the things that you should not know that you were told, that's verification. My heart goes out to you because I know how difficult it is to go through it and I'm thankful I'm here to tell you because when I went through it it was very difficult for me. I know that my words essentially give you the finish line and you will not have to go through the struggle that I did being lost and having to find the path and understand it. Took me years.

>>82107564
I have shared this before but it is pretty rare and not often that I'll talk about it because I take care of everything on my side and carry accountability and do not offload it on others.

The only reason I talked here is because I want to help op because I see how it is exactly what I went through.
I'll repost there in letter thread so it is archived together for the future understanding of who finds it