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>>82107829 (OP)Me when the methamphetamine hit
>Too paranoid to order drugs
>Too autistic to find connections
How the fuck do I become a professional junkie?
>>82108444Live in Canada and use a MOMS
>>82107829 (OP)Really wanted to do meth today but I'm on a t-break so I didn't. Proud of myself.
>>82108444Google online for drug groups on telegram
I went to the hospital yesterday, for a kidney stone.
They put me on an iv bag of painkiller. That shit felt good. And they also sent me home with 3 norcos. Now i know why people are junkies. That shit feels good.
>>82109351just 3? whats the dosages of hydro and tylenol in them?
how long after eating can i take a drug and consider it being taken "on an empty stomach"? four hours? or more like 6 or 8? i know from experience its best to just not eat all day but i had lunch today and now i want some opis and want to get the most out of them
>>82109900Google says 4 hours.
My stash is looking at me, calling me. I obsssesively waigh it over and over again so I'll have interaction with the baggies. 2 more days.
>>82110293https://youtu.be/bBC1U6lq9p4?si=-aXOI9NXhaLyvNGc
>>82107829 (OP)taking it easy and waiting for the edibles to kick in
i love her so much bros originaly
>>82110076fuck that youd have to do a cold water extraction and eat all three to get anywhere, they held out on you man
>>82110350this track fucks
>>82110416all i have is a 2gram vape
you have to puff it alot to get high
so you cant really save it
>>82110439https://youtu.be/RiBA_vy0-Us?si=aZshFgOVb8RjZRj-
>>82108444just order RCs off the clearnet then, ez solution
>>82110439https://youtu.be/AlbDcrUXBKg?si=wfksiydn_8Z1lk2o
I hate these threads archiving so fast. Troons need to slow down and not make millions of useless threads.
Anyone have any experience with gabapentin and weed? That's what I've been using these past two days... seems alright. My pain never gets better though.
1mg clonazepam 3mg lorazepam 0.5 mg brotizolam. Goodnight guyssssss
>>82110759the chud host should get a life sentence himself for being insufferable
>>82111500its okay, i prefer to mix gab with alcohol its extremely fun and makes me feel like a superhero though i have blacked out and passed out on that combo so be careful
took a three day from subs and took some today, finally feeling something for the first time in weeks, very subtle tho, i wish i had the fortitude to go a few weeks without it so i could hit some tramadol or something and actually catch a nod, i miss life when i first started taking pain killers, that first time trying codeine was magic, the water left over from the CWE was vile but nodding out on the porch smoking some weed made me feel like every nerve in my body was having an orgasm, i would kill to feel like that again
>>82111624Okay, thanks, I don't drink. I love weed and tramadol, for being high and actual pain relief for my very, very painful condition right now.
Any anons every try pregabalin with amphetamines?
>>82110076yeah like other anon says, i mean idk how painful a kidney stone removal is but only 3 of those? damn. unironically you better just take as directed
>>82110435you dont really need an extraction for 1000mg acetaminophen
>>82108444Bro. GalaxyGas is a start, MiamiMagic/Primewhip XL and all that other shit is EZ to get on Amazon and shit. Be like Ye on the nitrous. It's the perfect introduction to recreational drugs. Either that or robo-tripping off DXM and sprite.
>>82108444If you're paranoid about ordering drugs it just means you aren't informed enough on the topic.
Browse r/darknet and Dread. See how simple and safe it is. (Safer than buying irl)
>>82107829 (OP)The Teen Titans did drugs?
>>82111474Trannies are very mentally ill, what can you do.
>>82112430A good strain of datura, evidently. I prefer deliriants to psychedelics anyways because it feels more "real" if that makes any sense. You have to confront shit that makes you uncomfortable, albeit in real life. It's that and the scorpions that chill around the house with you that make life worth living.
>>82111707> i would kill to feel like that againMe too, anon, me too.
>Get offered some edibles
>First time trying weed
>Start with a small piece and wait it out properly
>It unironically ain't shit
>Take some more, hours pass with no effect
>Get desperate and down the remaining edibles
>Close to an hour in, I am still not feeling any comeup, slowly accepting that it's a complete DUD
>Suddenly, my heart starts racing for no reason
>Also get extremely thirsty
>Lay down and listen to music, but it's not helping
>Ride it out eventually
>No munchies, no giggles, no deep thoughts, no paranoia, just physical unpleasantness
What the fuck happened?
>>82114421Try it again once or twice but not everyone reacts the same to cannabis. I NEVER had a good experience with cannabis, always sucked.
It's just not for me.
>>82109118And you'll be able to sleep tonight because you did
Enjoy your rest. You have earned it.
tried 30mg prazosin while on 1200mg pregab with a high tolerance
got very existential and my emotions were very volatile
just took 60mg and might make a follow up post but i might just pass out
at least i wont have any ptsd nightmares tonight for sure now lol
>>82107829 (OP)beastboy helped me discover my womanhood
what can i add to my spliffs to change things up something for flavor or whatnot
>>82115548>1200mg pregabalin Jesus, rip your brain.
I love weed but most of the time it makes my OCD/ADHD worse and I'm not sure why. Am I smoking too much or is it just not for me?
>>82115774Nta but what's the highest safest dose you can take? 600mg?
>>82116328ADHD isn't real your symptoms are a natural consequence of an overstimulating lifestyle.
>>82116831>are deliriants worth itNo.
>>82111521How long did u sleep off of those lol
>>82115761Menthol, perhaps. Maybe some herbs, too (idk which of them in particular though).
>>82116831At lower dose ranges a deliriant like DPH can be pleasant for the sleepiness it causes, but other deliriants and dose ranges, not so much. They tend to be weird experiences (read the erowid vault). Also if you plan to find something to abuse (use daily) then fyi deliriants misuse can cause early onset dementia.
>>82117310>How long did u sleep off of thoseAbout 4 hours but then went back to sleep for 2 hours and repeat for 2 hours until 8-ish hours
>>82107829 (OP)What is the strangest drug experience you ever had?
>>82108444I guess you can always do kratom I guess.
>>82117695Once for a few hours I felt that everything was going to be alright.
Very strange feeling, never had it again since.
>>82108444If you have enough money you can get whatever you want
gonna be doing high thc weed all evening kind of day
goal is to burn through what i have left so i can quit
ya know the usual (instead of just getting rid of it)
I relapsed a day before my goal. A dy more a day less whatever T_T
>>82117695Was on acid at a feiends house. The friend had a meat-only diet. He started to eat a raw steak out of the box and offered me some. By the end he said "Do you believe we just ate a whole raw steak?!?!" I thought it was just something he did.
>>8211876662mgX2 in a span of 30 mins. It starts.
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Huge line of 2cb down the hatch wish me luck guys. I didn't measure so I will probably be face down on the floor after this.
gonna redose some GABAERGICS BITCH
>>82119239Looks like a fat ass line. Idk dosages so I hope you'll be safe and have fun!
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Cartels are actually nations.
Power to indigenous.
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Mexico does not have a central government.
>>82112430Just yeet them off the planet at this point.
>>82119434everything turned into a million flashing triangles and zigzags everywhere for a solid hour I could barelly moive or do anything i couldnt feel my body it was all just these colours and all the sound turned into this loud WEEEWOOOWEEEWOOO and it felt like my body and my mind was mixing into my vision jesus christ that was intense my heart is beating like I just smoked crack
>>82120436I just masturbated and it was the strongest orgasm i had in my life it felt like every cell in my body was jizzing I could even feel my memories orgasming
>>82120436Sounds like a solid trip. Hope you enjoyed it, anon.
Reminds me of a tight LSD trip I once had; couldn't see anything beyond shapes and colors for a while, felt handicapped but it was fun.
>>82120478Wow. Had a simillar exp with retalin though never fapped on psychs(only on come down, maybe).
my dab pen got too too hot last night and I felt like it burned straight through my wind pipe and my chest
20 minutes passed I coughed and felt my stomach cramping tried to stay standing but my blood pressure started lowering like crazy and I passed out on the floor
had to get stitches done on my chin from passing out on the hardwood floor
fuck this I might just quit weed forever shit is a waste of time to be honest
so many years of my life and so much currency wasted on THC
>>82110419she cute
>>82116396yeah, in my case going beyond that turns a great time into a rage fueled afternoon with consequences that the sober me WILL have to deal the day after
>>82119514we don't but I don't like these people, the cartels and their admirers are evil and annoying
>>82120835How angry do you get anon? What happens?
>>82121722>What happensI try to get it under control nowadays but when I first started getting high off pregabalin I would go out to the industrial park that is near my neighbour at high hours of the night, just looking like a complete clown riding my bicycle, racing cars and shouting and laughing while the drivers tried to not run me over.
When I got near some homeless people I would bear my teeth and open my red eyes really wide because some part of my dumbass brain was really looking to punch someone
I remember walking through abandoned train tracks and different neighbours just talking to myself, it was a mess and I looked the part, like a dirty sweaty bum.
I got into a fight with my next door neighbour and on those nights after running and cycling around I would come home just to cry on my mother's lap while screaming at the top of my lungs, cursing their whole family and venting about my mental issues, this at my big age of 24.
>>82121922I just don't know how to fully describe it, I've never tried any stimulants other than caffeine, but mixing it with pregabalin makes me feel like how people talk about amphetamines
>>82107829 (OP)I used to be obsessed with beast boy x raven in the original animated series when I was a teen. their relationship in TT:GO really was a monkey's paw.
>>82107829 (OP)oh yeah, i like his role
>>82116328>why does this drug that makes me retarded make me extra retardedIt's not just you, but whenever I read these threads there's this pervasive willful ignorance around the fact that drugs make you dumber when you're on them. The only exception is moderate stimulant use but even that's not 100% and heavily depends on the person and the particular stimulant.
>>82122177Nuh-huh, I'm smarter after taking 1g of pregabalin. I'm sure I gain 20 IQ points.
>>82122643Feeling like you gained IQ points does not mean you gained IQ points. You cannot 'feel' having high IQ, you're probably just retarded and confident
Why is 4-mmc not more popular? It's literally meth and MDMA combined and doesn't have neurotoxic metabolites like MDMA
>>82122887So I can take it the day after MDMA or what? Mite b cool to order some then
>>82107829 (OP)my friend bought me some edibles and they aren't working, I ate them like 20 minutes ago, one didn't do shit so I had like 5 more, and literally nothing
did he get scammed dawg
>>82122922Be careful with edibles. They take a while to take effect and you can over shoot your prefered dose on them pretty easily.
>>82123008still not feeling them man
I also am unable to get drunk, would that correlate?
>>82123017Could be bunk, bro. Is it homemade or bought from a dispensary?
>>82123135I think he bought them from a dispensary but I'm not sure
>>82107829 (OP)man i wish i was stoned right now. but i fell asleep and woke up at midnight so no jah for me, i have to wait until day
>>82122796Nuh-huh, I'm very smart when on drugs, everybody agrees.
>>821228873-MMC is better than 4-MMC.
They're not popular because they do not have the historical weight that meth has. The same way coke is very popular because it's an old drug even though it's shit.
Also MDMA has no identified "neurotoxic metabolite" as you say.
>>82122897Of course not. They're both stimulant empathogens that interact pretty much the same with receptors.
>>82123199So maybe it's somwthing with you? Idk, shoudn't be bunk if bought properly.
>>82123017>I am unable to get drunkNo you're not.
Are you 14 or something?
How do I identify good ket without being a chemist?
>>82123407how do 3 and 4 compare?
>>82122643dude this weed is opening my thirds eye wake up sheeple
>take 2 whole boxes of shroom gummies
>play beat saber
damn I was in a whole other dimension, legit almost a life changing experience
>>82123407>3-MMC is better than 4-MMC.generally disagree but depends
MDMA has a dioxy ring that is literally metabolized into epoxide. And having epoxides in your brain while it's already strained and low on antioxidants kills off enough braincells to make the claim that it's not just excitotoxicity but also actually extremely reactive metabolites
>"Friends" pressured me into doing a line
>Ah what the hell, okay
>Snort it and immediately feel something was off
>Shit burned a lot and didn't smell like coke at all, no numbing effect either
>It was fucking meth
>Couldn't sleep for 24 hours and had to go to work a complete mess
I need better friends...
>>82121968Serves you right. BBRae was always shit.
>>82124073Meth sucks. I'd not have anything to do with someone who put meth in front of me, disguising it. Shit's the 2nd most addictive thing on earth.
Ruined my life and took my best friend away from me. Hurt her irredeemably too. Don't do meth.
>>82124073Yeah, fuck those guys. You need to cut them out of your life ASAP. Having no friends is better then being around people who deceive and abuse you.
>>82124122How did you get addicted? I never smoked it but the first month I was hooked but I soon began to get diminishing positive effects while my tolerance skyrocketed so it just became bothersome and I quit cold turkey
I still take it every 2-4 weeks because those times it feels like the first time I used it
I'm sitting on so much I will never consume in my life because I was so hooked in the first month
>>82124156nta but on meth right now with high tolerance.
>get diminishing positive effects while my tolerance skyrocketed so it just became bothersomeSame. I have a two day bander and then quits without w/ds. At some point it just does not hit right and all you can do is wait for tolerance to go down.
>>82124122>Ruined my lifeI'm sorry you had this experience, anon. I try to be careful with my use and avoid addiction. Also real life will always be more important then getting high, so not using when with people or if I have things to do. Though I can't but see your experience as a warning. Can you elaborate on how exactly meth has ruined your life? Did it make you avoidant or favoring being high rather then doing things that you needed to do? How did you consume it? Smoking?
>>82124319>>82124319I usually snort it or ate it. It ruined my life because I used it as a coping mechanism for abandonment. It stems from having a profound need to have a partner. I have bpd. If I don't have a person to take lead in my life and stuff I really just fall apart because I had no father figure and that probably made it so I have no concept of what it means to lead. I have a woman's personality and mind, probably yearn for a man for this reason. In summary, daddy issues.
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>>82124319I used to take it bidaily pretty heavily at work and when I took It I'd do 12 hours of working, actually being motivated and enjoying the task no matter what it is. I took more and more until I couldn't take more and that's the point where I took it at 8am 11am and 3pm and still didn't have the motivation to work any longer or more than I needed to. Also started to increase my daily sleep again, creeped from 4 hours per day during the week to 6. That's when I just stopped taking it because it was frustrating to have that nasty drip and fuck up my nose for the little energy lisdexamphetamine can give me in a way easier and more consistent way
>>82123415My body doesnt break shit down correctly I just get sick
>>82124369I see I see. Definitly harsh. Thank you for sharing and I'm glad you kicked the habbit now.
>>82124415I still use amp more then meth for sure but it's nice to have these banders and browse 4chan for hours till the sun shines.
>I took more and moreI definatly take a lot more then the casual meth user but I keep it limited to certain times in the week and don't mix pleasure with work ever (never even smoked weed on the job)
>>82124613I hated being high for longer than 12-14 hours because that's where my dopamine stores got depleted and everything became hollow. In the end I took like 60mg split into two lines per dose. Also used to take benzos along with it to suppress negative symptoms at work like being jittery and bruxism. I also have an insane benzo tolerance because of that lmao
>>82124678>I hated being high for longer than 12-14 hours because that's where my dopamine stores got depleted I feel that way with slow release ritalin (after the 4th hour the mind keeps going on nothing) but not with meth. Prolly cus I don't get high for more then 12-14 hours
>I took like 60mg split into two lines per doseI do hundreds of mgs per session at 50-100mg doses every 30mins-2 hours.
>Also used to take benzos along with it to suppress negative symptoms at workAgain, never mix work with pleasure. I take benzos to kill the high and get some sleep. My benzo tolerance is mild, I'm trying to keep it in check and taper a lot to retain low tolerance.
>>82124809>I do hundreds of mgs per session at 50-100mg doses every 30mins-2 hours.You're just frying your brain, is the constant redosing and drip really worth it? Your dopamine stores go blank after the first dose and then there's only meth triggering your sigma 1 proteins and because meth is reactive you're putting insane oxidative stress on the nearby mitochondrias (your neurons die)
I could never even snort this much because it's just disgusting and I hate the first 10 minutes or so where the BP skyrockets and you feel insanely pumped
>>82124875>You're just frying your brainI may be but I don't feel it; like I did with an MDMA hangover.
>is the constant redosing and drip really worth it?I only take it orally so no drip but the mild euphoria and rush and wakefulness are worth it *so far*
>Your dopamine stores go blank after the first doseI don't feel that like that. I still get mild euphoria for hours and a rush, too.
>you're putting insane oxidative stress on the nearby mitochondrias (your neurons die) Yes, this worries me a little bit ngl.
>Chug beer
>Rip dab pen
>rip nic vape
>rinse wash repeat
I miss 420chan :c
>>82124980Taking orally will fuck up your stomach lining especially the hcl
I would have only ever tried the sulfate salt of it because I rather have the vasoconstriction in my nose than my stomach I don't want it bleeding in there or causing inflammation
>>82125055>Taking orally will fuck up your stomach liningThis also worries me. Man, meth has a lot of down sides... but it feels so mellow T_T
>>82125116I never understood why people take the amounts you take but yeah it's an aggressive drug especially if you're susceptible
>>82125116>>82125167Its a mental thing, you want to keep smoking but you can only get so high.
>>82125217But if you're aware how can you fall for the trap? When I used to take during work I carefully weighed out the doses the evening before on a 2k lab scale to make sure I don't build tolerance unnecessarily fast I mean at some point it's even a money problem
>>82125167>I never understood why people take the amounts you takeIt's just tolerance. That's why. Also oral bioavailability is lower then snorted so needs more for the same high.
>it's an aggressive drug especially if you're susceptibleI hope my body will be able to tank the damage. I worry for my health but don't feel any warning signs or red flags (again, as opposed to MDMA which makes you feel spent and fried without any desire to do more for a while) I stop doseing some time before bed time or if I have constapetion/urine retention cus by psychonautwiki those are signs of an OD.
>>82125217>you can only get so highI actually don't want a huge high. I prefer the more mellow-high high tolerance brings. I redose from habbit when I do amp (redoseing 30mins-couple of hours)
>>82125235Because taking drugs impairs your intelligence haven't you been reading the thread?
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>>82123445You dont. Ketamine isnt produced in dodgy labs. Ketamine is always diverted from pharmacies and veterinarians. It has a very consistent quality and its purity is generally around like 85%
>>82123746How do 3mmc and 4mmc compare? From my understanding 4mmc leans more to the serotonin side while 3mmc is comparatively more stimmy, is this right?
>>82125362Trump should make pharmacies start carrying Qualudes again
wolf of wall street great again
>>82125373Yeah but 4mmc is what I imagined cocaine to be when I was a 10 year old watching movies while 3mmc just feels like a weaker amphetamine with a slight glow that's only really noticeable around people