>>82111129 (OP)
because what I wanted as a like 15 year old wasn't was good for me.
I was an awkward loser trying to get the hottest most popular girls, just because their faces looked good and/or had slutty bodies or even were nice to me one time.
I even had two girls ask me out in high school and I said no to them because they weren't cool enough.
but then last year of high school I started hanging out with and dating girls from other schools I met online and were music/movie nerds like me, hung out with goths in college and had some of the best sex ever.