Thread 82121789

friday night edition

>>82121789 (OP)
ay, what has become of me

>>82121789 (OP)
playing doom eternal tonight. love me some boomer shooters.

>>82121909
white monster is gross

>>82121921
Try white peach redbull, it's pretty fantastic

>>82121789 (OP)
i'm 33 and i have never been more sure of the fact that i will most likely die a virgin. my sister in law's sisters have blackpilled me more than i can ever humanly imagine. women really are as shallow and heartless as people claim it's not over exaggerated by any means at all, two cute women with good jobs who just flatout admit that all that matters to them is the guy is cute and tall and has a big dick, doesn't even matter if he's broke. i was born ugly, not tall, and not hung so i just don't get sex in this lifetime. that's the state of modern dating. i genuinely feel like killing myself.

>>82122020
just do what I do and nuke the pain with benzos and ssris. zone out with vidya and porn.

>>82122037
Actually the only way to mentally survive this modern era.

>>82122037
i just smoke pot nightly. other than that i just consoooooom escapism yeah. no point in doing anything to improve my life when the game was rigged from the start. i'm just glad i never wasted time trying to get something i'm never going to experience like love and intimacy from a woman.

I finally hit gold IV in League, step aside Faker

>>82122020
maybe they were fucking with you? for the lulz

>>82121789 (OP)
I'm 29, can I post here? Not sure I'm making it to 30 atp. I think my health will be taking a turn for the worst soon.

>>82122152
Why do you believe that anon

>>82122189
I have a hard lump on the side of my Adam's apple that's getting bigger. Which I'm guessing is probably cancer. As well as all the symptoms of kidney disease(high blood pressure, irregular heartbeat, foamy urine, etc). Which would make some sense as I used to be a really bad alcoholic and would drink a lot of energy drinks too. Gonna finally make a doctor's appointment Monday, I guess.

>>82122232
It could be a lot of things, hopefully your doctor will clarify the situation. Godspeed

>>82122272
Thank you, anon. We shall see. Maybe both will be manageable and I'll have awhile to go yet.