Feelsbadman
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This is my first time greentexting (and posting, actually), so please, bear with me.
>Be me, 13, and a fag
>Go to friend's house
>Meet cute boy he's friends with
>Start talking
>Name's Ezra
>Bond over dark humor
>We're both somewhat mentally unstable
>Skip 3 months
>Be me, 14, still a fag
>Run into him again
>Swap numbers
>Hey, Ezra's gay
>Homelife sucks
>Talk with Ezra about running away
>He wants to as well
>Start dating a month later
>Best relationship I'd been in
>The closest thing to love I've felt
>Skip a few months
>Get a text on Insta
>He broke up with me
>Sob like a bitch for 4 days while he plays with my emotions
>Blocks me
>Get an email that Wednesday
>It's from Ezra
>Asking to run away
>I'm hesitant
>He convinces me to
>Pack my shit and hide him under my bed
>22:00
>He's been reported missing
>Sneak out to subway. Plan is to take it an hour away and live in the woods
>Have mental breakdown + derealization on subway
>Turn back. He doesn't
>Get home
>Door's locked
>fuck.png
>Mom hears me try to open it
>Opens door
>Tell her I know where Ezra is
>Still sobbing
>Take edibles
>Wake up next morning
>Cops found him
>Parents pissed
>Admit myself to psych ward (3rd time in the past year)
>Discharge a week later
>Get a dm from a friend of Ezra who I wasn't on good terms with (for other reasons)
>Shit happens
He had been cheating on me with a junior for the past 2 months. He lied to his friends and said I had abused him and was a manipulative asshole.
>mentalbreakdown.png
>Overdose on Benadryl next night, full intent to die
>Mom finds me
>Calls paramedics
>Hospitalized
>Psych ward
>Residential
>Whole ordeal lasted 3 months
>Get on Insta
>See suggested friend
>Check profile
>It's the junior
>Still together
>feelsbadman.png
>Be me, 13, and a fag
>Go to friend's house
>Meet cute boy he's friends with
>Start talking
>Name's Ezra
>Bond over dark humor
>We're both somewhat mentally unstable
>Skip 3 months
>Be me, 14, still a fag
>Run into him again
>Swap numbers
>Hey, Ezra's gay
>Homelife sucks
>Talk with Ezra about running away
>He wants to as well
>Start dating a month later
>Best relationship I'd been in
>The closest thing to love I've felt
>Skip a few months
>Get a text on Insta
>He broke up with me
>Sob like a bitch for 4 days while he plays with my emotions
>Blocks me
>Get an email that Wednesday
>It's from Ezra
>Asking to run away
>I'm hesitant
>He convinces me to
>Pack my shit and hide him under my bed
>22:00
>He's been reported missing
>Sneak out to subway. Plan is to take it an hour away and live in the woods
>Have mental breakdown + derealization on subway
>Turn back. He doesn't
>Get home
>Door's locked
>fuck.png
>Mom hears me try to open it
>Opens door
>Tell her I know where Ezra is
>Still sobbing
>Take edibles
>Wake up next morning
>Cops found him
>Parents pissed
>Admit myself to psych ward (3rd time in the past year)
>Discharge a week later
>Get a dm from a friend of Ezra who I wasn't on good terms with (for other reasons)
>Shit happens
He had been cheating on me with a junior for the past 2 months. He lied to his friends and said I had abused him and was a manipulative asshole.
>mentalbreakdown.png
>Overdose on Benadryl next night, full intent to die
>Mom finds me
>Calls paramedics
>Hospitalized
>Psych ward
>Residential
>Whole ordeal lasted 3 months
>Get on Insta
>See suggested friend
>Check profile
>It's the junior
>Still together
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