Thread 82122426

I have nothing to do. Nothing that I have to do, nothing that I want to do, and nothing to look forward to.
It's all nothing.

>>82122426 (OP)
Well then, time for a walk anon

>>82122441
They don't really help. Wish they did, also I live in Chile so walking isn't that great.

>>82122426 (OP)
it's a gay world, we just live in it

now I understand you have your innocence relatively so I do not pity you

>>82122447
>The don't really help
They do - just need some music, cigarettes, and iced coffee
That'll fix ya haha

>>82122459
then you act like it's all bad but actually it's pretty good where it matters like not being in prison

>>82122459
>>82122466
What difference does it make if I feel that empty all day, anyway? Not that you should pity me in the slightest. Just saying it doesn't really make me feel better that I don't have it worse.

Thing is giving up usually doesn't make anything better, doesn't get any easier, might as well try to figure out the root of your anhedonia.

>>82122475
If I feel this empty all day anyway* I screwed that up, sorry.
>>82122478
I know the root, I need a partner, that's where I actually feel alive and the urge and will to improve, do things I enjoy, etc. I don't have a partner nor am I chasing for one right now so it is all empty.

>>82122495
I figure I'll be told to look for one, then. The problem is that there's nothing more demoralizing than the endless chase for a relationship that works. It fucks me up and somehow leaves me even more empty. It's why I'm like this at the moment.

Oh well. I guess I have nothing else to do.

>>82122495
T bh i know that feel, just makes it so much easier when you have that to back everything up.
Why not try to act as if you already did, that's what i'm gonna try anyway, maybe there's a different answer for you.