Thread 82124921

I suffer from PTSD from being horribly bullied as a child. No matter how hard I try to trust people and just be normal I have a nagging suspicion that they secretly hate me. To make matters worse, I was raised on the internet and now I only like and truly relate with other online social rejects. How can I be normal? Will I ever be normal? Can I ever be normal?

>>82124921 (OP)
>tfw no PTSD gf

>>82124921 (OP)
>I have a nagging suspicion that they secretly hate me
I'm having simillar issues with schizo.
>I was raised on the internet and now I only like and truly relate with other online social rejects.
Maybe go outside, find irl people to relate to. Join a club or something.
>Will I ever be normal
You may not ever be "normal" but it is what it is; you could be the best person you are able to be. It's on you to deal with it as bad as it sounds and even when it's not even your fault. Maybe get professional help, it's not a shame to seek help when you have a problem.