Thread 82128915

Turned 27 today. I just want to kill myself. I will never have a friend group, ill never fuck young cool girls, I will never be in a band, I will never be YOUNG. I am just fucking old and the rest of my life is spent being old. What is even the point? Im drunk and want to blow my brains out

>>82128915 (OP)
27 isn't old as long as you aren't balding or have visibly bad skin.

>>82128935
What's considered old?

>>82129046
nta but to me, old is a mindset
as long as you keep working on yourself to be better than you were yesterday, be it through physical fitness, mental wellness, or accumulation of resources - you're still "young"

You can just do things, you know?
>friends
go talk to people, could be randos at a bar, guys at work, the homeless even - mope all you want about social skills, its never going to get better unless you expose yourself to social situations
>gf
make yourself presentable and just talk to them, if you don't have the balls then start making friends and get to know the girls in the friend group
>band
you're big into music, so go out to concerts and just vibe it out - if you get the chance, go talk to the band after their show and just start hanging out with them

doors won't open unless you knock on em

Don't worry it only gets worse from here in every way. Every year after 30 your body and mind will become more feeble and everything required to live well just keep getting more expensive

>>82128915 (OP)
>I will never have a friend group
Not too late. 27 is young. Look in social media for acceptable communities that meet in person (I found a LARP group that met every week in a forrest and there were new arrivals that were 30-40 as well as 16-20s both men and women lots are alt girls). Made a lot of friends from that.
>ill never fuck young cool girls
Depends of what you mean by young. I've seen 16/17/18yo girls go for 20-30yo guys. Once I sew a ~40yo bag a 16yo with charisma alone. She gave him a baby girl after she turned 18. To find that, find a friend group with girls in it. See above.(girls will feel safer and more open to talk to someone in the same group. Also you might already have report. And will have what to talk about, being in the same group and knowing the same people)
>I will never be in a band
Why not, man? Do you play? Then initiate and get a band going. Maybe join a music group (see above)
>I will never be YOUNG
27 is young, dude. But yes, time is a bitch and you can't have what you had before. Such is the human condition.
>What is even the point?
That depends on the previews of your philosophy. I live for hope (I know), among other things and copes.
>Im drunk and want to blow my brains out
Been there done that. Don't kys, anon. There is much to live for; even if you need to make some effort to find it.
Your whole life is ahead of you. I've seen 40yos druggies change their lives from edge to edge and improved their lives for the better, studying new things, taking courses, being their own boss and find love interests.

>>82128915 (OP)
its not too late, Charles Bukowski had a shitty lonely unfulfilling life working a wagie post office job and he coped by drinking copious amounts of alcohol and didnt break through as a famous writer until he was in his 40s and 50s. now hes one of the greats of American literature. dont give up, its not too late to have the life you want, you can find success and happiness, take the bukowskipill.

>>82128915 (OP)
Turned 27 earlier this year its over for us

>>82129509
Did he get to fuck TIGHT hot young alternative sluts though?

>>82129430
Once I sew a ~40yo bag a 16yo with charisma alone

i read thi ssame jewish bait someday xd

>>82130270
He did
I read stories about how his younger fans would just come up to his house unannounced and they'd bring whiskey with them - naturally, he'd invite them in

>>82128915 (OP)
You're the perfect age to be in some shitty band and rizzing up girls that may or may not be 18

>>82130288
>i read thi ssame jewish bait someday xd
What if I am Jewish? And it's a true story... you see a lot of weird stuff in nerd communities.

>>82128915 (OP)
Okay, what the fuck is that piercing?

>>82130288
How is it Jewish bait? What about it is Jewish? This is how we lose the narrative. Call the correct things Jewish

>>82130270
Probably he was a total sleeze

>>82129250
Only real post in this faggot thread.

>>82130455
This. But anon is too much of a neurotic pussy

>>82129046
The body starts breaking down a good bit towards the end of your 40s. If you take care of it, you can make it into your late 50s and still be fairly healthy. 60s is a clear cutoff point. A lot of people let themselves go in their 30s though because of how society has warped to view everyone above 25 as "too old" to be relevant.

>>82132489
Life becomes worthless when you age out of the 18 year old pussy market so it makes sense that people just give up entirely

>>82128935
Started balding at 18. The pain I feel cant be expressed in language

>>82128915 (OP)
Happy birthday, sir. Im turning 27 soon. Little frightened and sad

>>82133922
Every birthday since 23 has felt awful. I wonder when it stops feeling this way