Thread 82131183

Where can I find someone who's actually into cutting? All the fake incels ghost or block me after saying that I'll cut myself for them and send pics.

>>82131183 (OP)
Used to talk to a cutter she would send pictures and I would tell her to clean it up and talk to her therapist but it was so hot

>>82131183 (OP)
Sorry but I am only into shy autistic nerdy girls who play videos games with me, watch anime and are nice.

>>82131183 (OP)
Im actually into cutting. but I only do it like twice a month if not less. I do big sessions so it takes a while to recover.

>>82131183 (OP)
why do you cut yourself? seeing that IRL gets me all shocked and worried about you. like wtf is your issue or problem really?

>>82131220
Maybe they think scars are hot or have a blood fetish

>>82131183 (OP)
Only if you cut my name

>>82131190
>I would tell her to clean it up and talk to her therapist
I don't get why people do that. Does it make you feel better? Do you feel like a hero?

You could just send them to me..

>>82131183 (OP)
Start MentalAsylummaxxing

>>82131229
It's what she wanted me to say. If she wanted me to tell her how hot her cuts were or how much I wanted to lap the blood off her legs I would have done that. She had a major problem and was always in and out of hospitals. All she wanted was for someone to see it and not freak out. Some people are just alone and want to feel like someone cares. I'm perfectly willing to lie to make someone feel better.

>>82131220
cutting feels good and is therapeutic. When I finish cutting and am cleaning myself up my mind feels so clear and quiet.

>>82131183 (OP)
We literally have a general for this.

>>82131353
Whenever I tell them I want to lick their cuts they get mad at me

>>82131374
That is my experience as well , I was looking for cute cuts and they were hostile

>>82131225
I have scars on my eyes lids for years and I don't find it hot.
>>82131279
I go to metal concerts and I find that therapeutic.
>my mind feels so clear and quiet
listen to some soundgarden or nirvana

>>82131400
My favorite Twitch streamer got her scars taken off. I didn't even know that was a thing. It's like everyone hates my fetishes even the cutters. So sad.

>>82131414
>I have scars on my eyes lids for years
I...what? How? Did you cut your eyelids? Why? How?
>metal
>nirvana
What? Your whole post is confusing to me

>>82131441
>I...what? How? Did you cut your eyelids? Why? How?
When I was little I showed my oldest cat (She passed away a couple of years ago now) a balloon, she jumped on me and cut my eye lids open.
>What? Your whole post is confusing to me
I listen to metal, rock and grunge

>>82131744
>I showed my oldest cat (She passed away a couple of years ago now) a balloon
Ah I understand now. That's not the kind of scar I find attractive but it's also not the kind of scar I think anyone would mind cosmetically speaking.
>I listen to metal, rock and grunge
Great taste anoni I just being silly when I said that part though

>>82131183 (OP)
Only cute girls make cute cutters.

>>82131374
>>82131400
Drop your discords

the real robots don't try to hook up here, also why cut yourself when you can cut other people

>>82131914
binch34

>>82131914
I'm 40 years old I don't have a """discord""" and while I appreciate the offer I don't really want to talk to a zoomzoom at the moment. Sorry nony.

>>82131805
Well I had to get stitches for those, and still have the scars on my eye lids.
>Great taste anoni I just being silly when I said that part though
oh you're fine. It's not like we're arguing or anything.

>>82131994
>still have the scars on my eye lids
How prominent are they? I can't imagine eyelid stitches feeling good, were your eyeballs irritated by it?
>It's not like we're arguing or anything
Someone just the other day thought I was mad at them for even less than that! I never know how sensitive people are here so better than safe than sorry.

>>82131983
Dawg I am 30 years old.

>>82132040
Well it doesn't change the fact that I have no discord so I cannot "drop it" as you young uns say.

>>82131374
>>82131400
You gotta be a little more subtle than that anons come on.

>>82131183 (OP)
Just stop guzzling soi and seed oils and start eating animal fats like butter and within a few months you'll wonder why you were ever mentally retarded enough to cut yourself

>>82132064
What applications do you communicate through then?

>>82132093
Telegram (the old one, not the """"app""""), Fax, snail mail, email, in person
What do you want to talk about anyway anoni? I am male and quite boring being a shut in NEET at 43 years of age.

>>82131183 (OP)
Nobody who does it for pics is into cutting

>>82132034
>How prominent are they? I can't imagine eyelid stitches feeling good, were your eyeballs irritated by it?
I had the scars since I was six yrs old. no irritation as far as I can remember I just could'nt sleep on my face. I do remember the stitches feeling like wire rather than string or thread.
>Someone just the other day thought I was mad at them for even less than that! I never know how sensitive people are here so better than safe than sorry.
I am a bit sensitive but I don't let it get to me really. In all honesty I have stopped caring. And that's good on you for clarifying what you said.

>>82132119
How the hell do you manage being a NEET at 43? I am really curious, my dad was a NEET as well, until his passing, but he was able to live off of my grandpa and grandma.

>>82132157
Parental units plowing resources into my continued survival plus having no real wants or desires. I spend almost nothing, my main expense is food which is less than 50 dollars a week. I'm also extremely mentally ill if you haven't realized lol.

>>82131414

Now you are staring to sound interesting.

Eyelids. Points for both creativity and intensity.

How old are you, Anon, and have you seen the movie The Secretary?

https://sacred-texts.com/oto/lib44.htm

>>82132185
Glad you have that parental system to help ya out, what kind of illnesses do you have?

>>82132213
Schizoid personality disorder. It's alright except for the whole not caring about reality in any way shape or form and being exquisitely aware that my lack of desire for human companionship is rendering the most beautiful aspects of humanity off limits to me. But frankly those feelings never last long and I recede back into pleasant greyness very quickly. I'm in an odd talkative mood lately, probably because I spent the last 2 or 3 years in hermit mode, but my current mood is not the norm.

>>82131183 (OP)
Send pics here, I want to see, i like it

>>82132259
I go back and forth wildly on the companionship front. Sometimes i really crave it ands other times I will go weeks without feeling the need to talk to anyone.

>>82132297
For me it's more like years alone and then a few months with people, but always at a distance. I haven't had an IRL friend since I was 18 and will probably never have one again for the rest of my life. My ideal companionship would be completely fake, both of us just pretending to care about the other and acting in whatever way works the best. I tend to mostly talk to BPD women as a result but as I get older I have less and less energy for it.

>>82132190
>How old are you, Anon, and have you seen the movie The Secretary?
I am 26 yrs old. And I haven't. I am assuming the 2002 movie, correct?
>the film explores the intense relationship between a dominant lawyer and his submissive secretary, who indulge in various types of BDSM activities such as erotic spanking and petplay.
oh my...~

>>82132341
I think the longest i was alone was from 2016-2021, straight out of high school moved out and went to work in factories. Sometimes I would go get drinks with coworkers or an occasion hookup but it was really rare. I thought throwing myself into socialization would help, trial by fire type of deal, it did not though. Kinda happy to be back being alone in an odd way.

>>82132375
NTA but it's a good movie. Recommend Sangre Canibal (2001) if you want something more extreme too.

>>82132395
I went NEET immediately and completely dropped out of society. Never did the hookup thing either, I just couldn't stomach the idea of touching another person or allowing them to touch me. It's like something of mine would get lost in the process. I never really had a desire to have sex anyway.
I always feel complete relief when I go back to being alone. Even just a few months of low impact, mostly fake socialization makes me feel like a trapped animal, like I'll be stuck that way forever. Unfortunately, humans are social creatures and no matter how mentally ill I am that is still true for me. If I avoid companionship for too long I start feeling like I'm going crazy.

>>82132435
Yea this cycle shit sucks.

>>82132410
>initiates sex with men before violently murdering them.
I feel like I am talking to the femanon that posts the "All moids must die." threads honestly.

>>82132506
That femanon is my hero. :)

I'm here for the cutting.

>>82132506
I'm a man tho

>>82132536
Drop ya cords if you got em.

>>82132544
I still appreciate what you shared with me anon.
>>82132529
where do you draw the line then?

>>82132375
Correct.

Go watch it. It's homework. Spader's great mistake in that movie, and his greatest loss, is that made her stop cutting altogether.

He should have appreciated the art and the pain. You can't make a cutter stop cutting, you can only become a participant while making it safer and less frequent.

Homework. Go.

>>82131183 (OP)
I've always thought that self-mutilation was pathetic and I've talked to a few Cutters in the past, and I always try to get them to do something that will get themselves killed. And I think one time at work because then one of the girls, that I have been talking to for about 3 weeks, all the sudden went silent. And nobody else from that Discord heard from her again either. I had been privately messaging her and telling her things like, she needs to poke her heart for me. Telling her to just slightly poke it, with this sharp meat thermometer that she had in the background of a picture she sent me. I think she actually did it, like an idiot, and ended up bleeding internally and dying. That was the point. That's what I was trying to get her to do because she was so fucking pathetic as all cutters are. But I may very well be indirectly responsible for some girl killing herself

>>82132701
Idk I like to beat men and make them cry, its really comforting to me when i hear a man whimper. I only think they should die if they do some real heinous shit.

>>82132714
>indirectly
lol
Also is this your first time?

>>82132701
>I still appreciate what you shared with me anon.
Most of my favorites are like that one I'm glad I'm not alone in enjoying that kind of film.

>>82131183 (OP)
fake incels lol. you don't understand inceldom, foid. you could never.

I don't get cutting. Personally, when I'm stressed or angry at myself I just punch myself in the face real hard. I don't see the appeal of giving yourself permanent scars that you then have to hide forever.

>>82132866
Personally, I bite myself until I calm down. Cutting is too permanent.

>>82132866
The problem is, at some point this stopped working for me. :(

>>82132904
You could try letting me bite you when you get the urge to cut, it may help!

>>82132909
Does not work for me, I have tried it a few times, biting myself, having others bite me but eh it just does not work the same.

>>82132923
>having others bite me
Can you describe this in detail for me please? It's certainly not my fetish and I will absolutely not get off on the story.

>>82132904
Have you ever tried to tickle yourself?

The problem is that it just isn't the same when you do it. There's no mystery. No surprise. You can scratch the itch a bit, but this isn't like masturbation where doing it alone can be better than any partner.

Pain is better when it isn't chosen. Or at least when it isn't specifically scripted. Your brain is wired to mute pain you inflict on yourself, and amplify it when other people do it.

>>82131183 (OP)
There's a subculture on twitter for it. Mostly chinese women, because their society is ugly and godless like you OP

How many cutters even on this board?

>>82132934
Uhh not really much detail to it honestly, me and her were just kinda fooling around in bed and stuff when she asked me to bite her and I did, left quite a mark on her, popped some blood vessels i think? She had it for a few days after and would text me like, god everytime I look at it i think of you, which was very sweet but I was not that into her honestly. The one night I went over and I am biting her and I get the urge to cut, she tries biting me but poor girl can not really do it well so it did not do much for me.

>>82132944
It is not so much the pain to me, as much as it is the sight of blood that comforts me. While yes, the pain is nice, I have a pretty high physical pain tolerance, so I normally do not feel much.

>>82133088
>lets you bite her
>not that into her
I would throw a rock at you if I could. Hot story though, I lied it's my fetish. Chomp chomp chomp!

>>82133102
Why would you throw a rock at me? :(

>>82133069
A good bit, definitely a good chunk of lurkers are.
>>82132949
Bro is mad cuz he can not get scussy lol

>>82133123
Well sorry ol' buddy ol' pal o' mine but you had a lady friend who let you bite her hard enough to bruise and she was into it and you were just like, nahhh? Come on man I have to be a little upset on her behalf, she's a catch!

>>82133140
You can have her if you want her lol

>>82133146
Yeah sure send her my way I'll teach her how to bite the absolute shit out of me. Does she have nice teeth? Gotta have those fang-like canines and tombstone front teeth like a rodent.

>>82133166
Nah she does not have that going for her

>>82133177
Well, I can look past it as long as she's willing to learn how to bite

>>82133186
Shame I think she is only into girls

>>82133196
I have been described as very feminine in the past. One person even called me a lesbian once.

>>82133206
Oh you are a fembot too?

>>82133219
No! I'm actually a rather muscular man but my personality is apparently somewhere between feminine and androgynous.

>>82133228
Can I make you whimper?

>>82133238
Probably not I act very differently with men, definitely not feminine

>>82133255
I am not a dude lol

>>82133267
Well, regardless I think the best you'd get is moans. Sex brain really messes with my pain perception.

>>82133283
I can work with that! I do like biting too :3 especially ears and arms but most people do not like their ears being bitten but it feels so intimate to me.

>>82132702
what are you, my teacher?
btw how old are you? and are you really into the kinky stuff?
>>82132723
Have you really or are you just abusive?
>>82132734
honestly expecting the normie movie "50 shades of grey" not something like that really.

>>82133334
Have I really what?

>>82133321
I'll be honest I've never had someone else bite me before, but I bite myself all the time. Shoulders and hands are great, knee works but is a bit tricky. Ears sound good, but tongue and lips sound better for intimacy IMO. I really like the idea of biting, or being bit, to the point of bleeding but that's entirely because I have a blood fetish as well which is something that usually makes people upset to find out about for whatever reason.

>>82133345
Have you really beat up a guy and made them cry before?

>>82133380
Yea I get that feeling. I have never told a living person irl about my blood fetish and honestly I probably never will.

>>82133396
In the bedroom yes. But I have also had to fight dudes before and not in a sexual context but in a, oh this guy is coming at me with a guy, way.

>>82133402
I barely even talk about it on here. My nose used to bleed all the time for some reason when I was younger and I'd just let it go and paint myself with it in the shower. I understand why it makes people squeamish but I mean, it's fully consensual so what's the issue with it? I guess it's higher risk STD wise but it's definitely not something I'd do with a rando.

>>82133423
This is where you and I differ anon, I have gone on rando hookups with the intent to taste their blood and for them to taste mine. They almost never let me though :( despite being STD free

>>82133442
I've always been very risk-averse even if the risk is fairly minuscule. They have no idea what they're missing out on, I'm sorry your hookups are so boring. If I was asked I don't think I'd be able to pass it up, risky or not.

>>82131183 (OP)
I'm not into it, but I wouldn't mind if you sent me some pictures, sound kinda based desu.

>>82133407
You're a tough cookie, aren't you? where did you learn how to fight? Basic? Martial arts? Self defense classes?

>>82133473
Growing up in not so great areas and a very large dysfunctional family.
>>82133467
Wya?

>>82133532
>Wya?
USA, but I'm very old and NEET so it's kind of a moot point unfortunately. You're certainly an interesting person though and I do hope you find someone that will let you indulge in your interests with them.

>>82133559
Ah unfortunate to hear, hopefully you find a nice lady to indulge with as well!

>>82131229
>Does it make you feel better? Do you feel like a hero?
Yes.

>>82131914
Is this chickn rhht

>>82133677
what anon?

>>82133532
>Growing up in not so great areas and a very large dysfunctional family.
didn't expect that kind of an answer really. what do you do now?

>>82133927
Work in factories and post on 4chan

>>82131183 (OP)
I don't cut, I burn my flesh with cigarettes. It's purely out of self loathing and I'm trying to stop, so I would not say I'm "into" self harm.

First response was correct. You should clean yourself up and try to get some help. My entire left arm is slowly turning into burnt scar tissue. It's no way to live.

>>82133973
I work at a warehouse inside of walk in cooler pulling orders for deli department at Fry's and Sprouts to ship the next day. I have nothing else better to do after I come home. Other then being on here, building my scale models, or the occasional concert. I am going to see Pantera in about two weeks.

>>82134000
Based burner

>>82134016
Never heard of that company before! You should post your models on here would love to see them! Also hell yea Pantera, that should be such a fun time!

That reminds me a few years ago, a girl on Skype and discord sent me dozens of pictures of her. I even met her in real life

I didn't really mind those pictures and she felt better so, yeah

>>82134077
Basically a vendor here in town that ships out boars head meat to the stores.
post your models on here would love to see them!
I have been doing that all day today.
>Also hell yea Pantera, that should be such a fun time!
I went to 11 metal concerts last year, my last show was a couple of weeks ago it was Babymetal. I just had to see a show due to the fact that Ozzy died...

>>82131183 (OP)
I am not into cutting I think it is cute but cant spell cute without cut but its also concerning

>>82134144
Really cool models! What kinda planes are those? And wow thats a lot, I like to try and go see more local bands play, just because they are cheaper and usually really fun/you get to connect with more people. I bet baby metal was fun despite the circumstances :(

>>82134204
>What kinda planes are those?
The one on the left is a Ki-84 and the other is A6M5c Zero.
>I bet baby metal was fun despite the circumstances :(
I know its been 3 weeks since he passed away but he left an impact on what music I listen to know. I feel like I could have seen his final show last month in Birmingham since I do have a passport though money maybe an issue.
It was a day after he passed away too. Right before Babymetal came onstage to perform the venue was playing some Ozzy songs. The crowd was singing along too. Our way of saying farewell to the man that influenced us all.

>>82134319
What country makes those? And yea, one of my old bosses had been making a lot of facebook posts about how much his childhood was influenced by him. I do not feel that same connection unfortunately, like yea I can see him as the pioneer he was, but I know its not the same as the guys from your generation. :(

>>82134383
You're not in the UK are you?

>>82134557
Nah, America sorry

>>82134568
Oh me neither, strange coinky dink

>>82134383
USA
>guys from your generation.
I am not that old I am only 26 though everyone says I look like I am in my 30s.
I just grew up listening to ozzy, van halen, nirvana, soundgarden, disturbed, Breaking Benjamin, and so many others. Now my music library is full. From Avantasia to Xandria.

>>82134717
Oh I am sorry! I listened to a lot of those too, just never really quite got into Ozzy as much. Love breaking Benjamin! But I also do listen to a variety of music.

>>82134831
You're fine. its just everyone thinks I am old just for the way I look when I really am not.
>Breaking Benjamin
I know everyone listens to slipknot but I don't. I probably could listen to EVERY metal band out there but I don't. I love Megadeth. I have seen Megadeth five times the past decade.

>>82131183 (OP)
Nobody likes cutters, they're faggots.

>>82135193
I like cutters, they're cuties

>>82131183 (OP)
im very into it, can i see you doing it? i wouldn't encourage you to do it again but if you have any old videos that'd be perfect

>>82135216
drop your cord
>>82135181
never could get into slipknot all that much. Megadeath though? Hell yea, we should be friends!

>>82135309
I really don't use discord all that much anymore. And I am being honest with you. Ill drop mine if you really want it though.

>>82135380
Go ahead drop it!

>>82135425
Greevil#6072
>Go ahead drop it!
>Hell yea, we should be friends!