Thread 82133594

Can't believe I'm fucking 35.
Life still has zero meaning, nothing has changed since I was 20. I'm just even more depressed and anxious about the future. Marrying a girl and having kids has never seemed more far fetched.

>>82133594 (OP)
If you want to bring kids into this hell you're a pos

I'm also 35, khhv, neet, no friends, no family (mom died 2 years ago), watching my inheritance dwindle away until I have to wagie or exit.

I legit don't know how much longer I have on this earth. I also have my health problems from years of the neet lifestyle and eating slop and I lost my medicaid thanks to trump as well. Just in time for me to have prebeetus.

>>82133706
Seconded
>>82133594 (OP)
If you had a goodish childhood then the meaning of your life from here on out is nostalgia fagging, reminiscing constantly about the good parts, and occasionally finding something new that at least reminds you of better times. Wisdom Dispensed.

>>82133706
A few more is just a drop in the bucket. This is a pretty extreme crisis.

The acid of despair from getting old has touched me as well...we deserve this for being shit.

>>82133594 (OP)
>Can't believe I'm fucking 35
>nothing has changed since I was 20
Yeah, time's a bitch but it is what it is.
The good news is that you still have time. I've seen 40yo druggies change their lives from edge to edge. Taking courses, learning new things, being their own boss and find love interests.
>I'm just even more depressed and anxious about the future
Don't bother. Time will keep ticking and only you can take the steps to advance. Life is not a race and the world is your oyster. Keep the hope alive, anon. It'll be worth it.
>Marrying a girl and having kids has never seemed more far fetched
Women are easier in those ages since they also feel time ticking. Now they are ready to settle down. Goodluck, anon.
t. Pushing 30

>>82133594 (OP)
learn to have fun
it's harder than it sounds