>>82134575
That's the feeling of your brain and body radically rewiring themselves in real time. An hour in such a state is equal to a week or more of unimpeded happiness, like finally taking that vacation and forgetting about the troubles of life. An hour in that state can set your physiology in a direction that theoretically runs indefinitely, but most likely in the conditions of an average man's life around a month.
The endpoint of this rewiring, if you had the access to it for extended periods, would make you not necessarily a Chad, but a man who is in sync with the female sex and is in the "in" group.
The early stages of that process render you completely stupified and unable to properly interface with the manhood your body is attempting to reach. If you're negatively reinforced upon your stupification, your embarrassment acts as a counteragent and will attempt to crush your rewiring. Especially when the result of the girl's negativity is that she will refuse to supply you with any more of the necessary stimulant.
This creates a very backwards mental reward structure where you feel the need to suppress your own process of becoming a sexually compatible man around women in order to procure more opportunity/consent to develop it.
