>>82135346 (OP) I have a gf. But I'm not really attracted to her. I'm just too much of a pussy to be single, so I settled for her. But now I basically hate myself because she thinks I love her, but all I can think about is all the other chicks I'm attracted to. My gf isn't ugly, she's just not my type. And now I loathe myself for getting into a relationship with her, because I know at some point it's possible that I might cheat and break her heart. Fuck, I'm such a retard sometimes.