>>82137579Because I don't get along well in White society if I'm being honest, which may also just be because Australia is hyper-extroverted, and I also have somewhat of a Pavlovian repulsion to White women due to prolonged physical/mental childhood abuse from my mother; real abuse, not the tiktok attention seeking kind.
You'll have to excuse the lack of humility but objectively speaking I am a handsome man with attractive features, I take care of myself, and I'm studious and diligent in my work and whatever I devote myself to, but at the end of the day I'm a little "off" so to speak, and intrinsically I know that I'll feel happiest in some third world country that isn't so tense all the time.
I want to see more nature around where I reside and not just a concrete sprawl, I want to be relaxed with a woman who cares for me, and me her, in a place where I can call home. And hey, it certainly wouldn't hurt to be the beneficiary of the halo effect you get from being a White expat haha.
That's why the racemixing on my part is inevitable. It's not /pol/ approved but it's my desire.
So with my rambling aside, do any anons have suggestions or asnwers for the questions in my previous post??