>>82138916 (OP)
you just have low self esteem and need validation, hate buzzwords put the north star here is constant need for admiration, a component of narcissism. Hope this armchair psychoanalysis helped.
>>82139785
can be, i know of a few narcs (armchair assumption) they have large social circles and have had many partners, i hope it works out for you godspeed bragger take care