I'm a hardcore insane man. I've lived through things that keep me from becoming a normie forever, though it's of the other people I know who've been through some shit reflected it on their social life: I only lived my insanity through online spaces and anonymity.

I need to create my own artistic environment to express my insanity.

>>82143881 (OP)
Build a room and paint it to look like the way you see the world

>>82143902
That is a good and beautiful idea. I took a friend with me and we're going to do something like that tomorrow

niggas will say shit like this for like a decade and have nothing artistic to show for it
i believe you that you're creative and insane people usually make good art but just fucking do it make shit instead of wallowing in the persona of "being a creative" just MAKE SHIT AAAAA SHUT THE FUCK UP im speaking to myself when i was like 19 btw you gotta just write/paint/draw/film whatever is you want to make and get good at it
mental illness does not grant technical skill

>>82143927
I absolutely agree. I just didn't have the itch to create anything before the sufferings truly began. But it won't get me very far to just testify I'm insane