>>82149029 (OP)
grit your teeth and bear it. one person cannot change mass thought. you are weird, you don't fit in, every attempt you have to be part of whatever local group will always end in either you alienating yourself from them or them from you. it's literally nature working itself out. even communicating with people of your same attitude and experiences is dreadful and self destructive. continue to try and vent these frustrations through whatever medium you want as long as it doesn't hurt other people. nobody is coming to save us, no monolithic figure is going to fight for any change that will sway how we interact with general society. eat well, read well, live the best you can. this is the filter doing it's job.