Thread 82152603

I'm alone, unliked, ugly, unskilled, unable to function as an adult. A 12 year old in the body of a 29 year old virgin. Is there any hope of redemption? Any hope to live a happy and meaningful life? Death would be a mercy at this point.

You write like you're 29, you're fine

>>82152603 (OP)
>Press
>Begin a New Life
Go ahead and press A, anon

>>82152603 (OP)
ugly and unskilled is no problem
>I'm alone
loneliness kills a man, all you need is to (somehow) find friends and life will be a lot better. don't know how tho- so good luck.

>>82152609
>>82152627
>>82152910
Thank you all anons I appreciate it
I may have been dramatic but life doesn't feel worth living anymore...it's a pointless slog filled with disappointments. At least a grave would be peaceful.

>>82152603 (OP)
>A 12 year old
Hey, look at that, you even explained why you are stuck in that position. So you're not doomed.
It's because you've refused to grow up. You've been doing the same exact shit you were doing when you were 12, and you've refused to move on. Just like basically all incels.

>>82153033
Have you thought about resetting your life instead of ending it?
Trying to be an english teacher in Japan or Korea before finding a more long term reason for being in the country

>>82153067
Maybe you're right. But I don't know HOW to change. I am stuck in a dead-end job, unable to progress, live in buttfuck, nowhere. And have aspergers so routine is a huge thing to me. I wish interesting things happened to me, but they do not.

>>82153075
I am planning on moving to the US (from Europe) but it will be a long process and even more difficult thanks to the current political climate.

>>82153152
What part of Europe are you moving from if you don't mind me asking?

>>82153137
>But I don't know HOW to change.
This is an ego identity. You know how to, I would even go so far as to say you know exactly what you need to change as well. But you don't WANT to change. You don't want to give up those things, you want to keep all those things the same, but also get the other things you want.
>I wish
Wishing for something is.... useless. It's simply saying you want something without actually putting any energy into attaining it. You'll never get what you want if you don't do it.

You've highlighted literally all of your problems in like 5 sentences.

>>82153222
From south France but have family in central USA

>>82153241
Deep down...I know you are 100% right
it's so hard to break the conditioning of years of being an angry, overweight recluse using this website and staying indoors playing games. I have to at least try to change...

>>82153399
Don't try to change it all at once. Let go of one thing. It doesn't even have to be a physical thing. You seem pretty smart, you know what I mean.
It seems like this is what you want.

>>82153686
I will give up X. I think this will do me a lot of good. Then hopefully stop mindlessly scrolling so much. I must start small because I have tried changing too much too fast before, and it did not last. But thanks anon, it has given me a glimmer of hope.

>>82153258
Have you ever been to Corsica?
It seems nice

>>82153862
No, but have seen Cyprus and I loved it. I would like to travel more but struggle for money and willpower to leave. Even though my rational mind knows it will do me good. I love the Mediterranean, it is as close to heaven on Earth as it comes imho.

>>82153075
Why do you want to go to those countries, anon? Isn't the worklife balance horrible over there. I used to think about that when I was younger but I'm 29 now (not OP) and I'm not sure I'd fit in with the other ESL teachers.

>>82153241
Not OP but I'm very autistic and get made fun of a lot and treated badly whenever I try to interact with the outside world. It's very hard to get a leg up or go back outside and do things because of how defeated I feel. I could be doing a lot better but I feel terrified too due to how much I have failed.

>>82154093
Short term pain for long term gain
Japan seems designed to kick you out after a few years, they don't want Gaijin sticking around. But learning Japanese would give me access to all these manga which never got translated, all these games that never got translated. Books, movies, whatever. There is a lot of culture to engage in, and even if I get kicked out of the country after under 5 years I will have learned enough Japanese to read that stuff for the rest of my life

>>82154426
That's really cool anon, I'm happy for you. You got a mission and a goal.

>>82153258
Why do you want to move to the USA besides having family there?