>>82155492 (OP) >Anyone else degenerating into a fucked up pervert?
No.
Practicing kindness (in spite of how much you assholes and the rest of the world hate me)
>>82155492 (OP)
honestly no. no matter how much i fap im completely okay with just looking at college age girls on reddit fuck themselves with dildos. gets me off every night. on weekends i go nuts and masturbate 2-3 times a day, sometimes to the same shit. this is coming from someone who watched hardcore porn from the ages of 13-21
>>82155492 (OP)
I stopped watching porn and my increasingly troubling perversions have faded away.
i still masturbate, just not to porn.
I also find it much easier to get aroused now
>>82155798 >two of the same pictures I have saved that probably means something
Maybe but I'm too stupid to determine what. I want to say that I hope you'll stay kind though, anon. I think I'm too far gone at this point to be kind. But I hope you'll continue on. Someone has to. Goodnight.
>>82155857
well... I'm certainly trying. I fully expect to get fucked up at some point again but that's just how it goes. My heart wants to be kind, always. But I don't always listen to my heart first and maybe that's the problem.
>>82155884
I do look at irl gay porn occasionally its just so boring sometimes. Its the same shit over and over. Also most men in porn are either hideous or not my type.
>>82155492 (OP)
Embrace it. Physical pleasure is the only thing we have in this universe and jew-worshipping christcucks can't stand anyone other than themselves feeling happy. So they made up retarded little monkey rules that no one is allowed to feel physical pleasure.