>ask parents for food
>they claim that "uncrustables" and microwave diners are food
>i am still unable to eat this as attempting to results in negative sensations and i cant really stomach it
well what do i do now, i dont even have any food...i think i might just fucking kill myself, not just because of this but because i rely on my parents too much anyways. It will give them extra time to do stuff they like to do instead of being forced to take care of me all the time. And even if we did have food id just eat it, then its gone, then im hungry again, right back to suffering. So it really doesnt matter, and i am going to make an attempt at suicide soon, im tired of constant negative experiences in life, im tired of barely getting by with my families limited money, im tired of us always running out of basic supplies
>they claim that "uncrustables" and microwave diners are food
>i am still unable to eat this as attempting to results in negative sensations and i cant really stomach it
well what do i do now, i dont even have any food...i think i might just fucking kill myself, not just because of this but because i rely on my parents too much anyways. It will give them extra time to do stuff they like to do instead of being forced to take care of me all the time. And even if we did have food id just eat it, then its gone, then im hungry again, right back to suffering. So it really doesnt matter, and i am going to make an attempt at suicide soon, im tired of constant negative experiences in life, im tired of barely getting by with my families limited money, im tired of us always running out of basic supplies