>>82157206 (OP)
hrt destroys your sex drive you know
I'm not on HRT because being a man is cool, I like my cock and I like being able to lift heavy things and do manly stuff
why would I want to be a girl?
I understand the desire to be one, and its hot, I like hrt femboys and all that so no shame
but for a lot of people there's no reason
It wouldn't fix my life. I'd still feel radically out of alignment and in need of a correction of suicidal proportions. I don't want to "kill myself", but I do want to kill myself, if that makes sense. I want to live on, but not like this. It's miserable, and I'm in a dark place. I don't know why I'm yapping about that itt.