Thread 82158505

I just don't know how much I can take any fucking more. I just saw someone turbo posting about the love of their life, how they want to have sex with them, how much they love them and are happy to be together. He's gay for context and I'm not, but the person's a literal gacha fan and he's still living Heaven on Earth compared to me - I have fucking nothing. I don't even have a fucking friend to have fun with for hours anymore. I'm still lonely, directionless, I'm friendless, I have no support, no love, nothing truly fun to do, absolutely ZERO meaningful success IRL and my mental health is starting to tear apart even worse than I could ever imagine. This is practically hell and I hate it but there's no escape.
I'm not being selfish and saying I don't deserve it nor is it 100 percent about wanting a significant other (female). Trust me I'm not super entitled like that. Even a simple nice friend could improve this messed up way I feel significantly... I'm just so lonely and lost and in pain

>>82158505 (OP)
If you're not a woman, then please stop using female characters as reaction images to represent yourself.

>>82158517
There are more than two genders, chud.

Just look at other things instead of things that the algorithm feeds you for maximal emotional engagement. Y'know, have agency and such.

>>82158533
No, that's silly. Even if I look away as a coping mechanism, the issues I have won't disappear. Its more than just an internet addiction related problem and has to be solved in some way. Do you think I haven't tried to just look away and shield myself?

Ill be your friend drop a telegram or discord.

>>82158550
The other things you look at can be things which solve your underlying concerns

>>82158505 (OP)
I'll be your friend if we have similar interests or play similar games. tell me what you like.

>>82158554
Thank u very much anon and okay but I'll have to make one I pretty much stopped using a ton of social media ngl r u still up 4 it?

>>82158572
I like the basic "moeshit" media and rpg games so so you probably wouldn't be too interested anon

Was looking for a post that said what I feel. Right there with you.

>>82158586
Yes i am originally up for it. I work remote at a joke job so we can become best friends

>>82158586
seems interesting enough. add me anyhow. drop your disc so the other anon and i can add you

>>82158645
>>82158647
Sure guys... Just wait a sec cus I swear sign up is being a bitch

>>82158682
Do you mind if I add you too? Also looking for a friend

>>82158710
Sure :D I can use some friends alot actually vro

>>82158517
In favor of what, ugly freak things like your image?

Finally made it. It's kinokotfan

>>82158505 (OP)

Fucking grow up. I've been through the same shit as you and worse. Stop complaining like a little bitch, summerfag.

You haven't seen shit yet. Tell me when you go to war and you have to witness people being roasted alive while screaming for mercy from God.

Go on.

You're pathetic.

>>82158751
Oh boohoo, you were the one setting them on fire you big pussy.

>>82158757

It's an example of what some people have gone through. And it's much, much more worthy of crying over than having "no friends" even though that's what plenty of people experience. THEY DON'T KILL THEMSELVES, THEY JUST SUCK IT THE FUCK UP THAT THEY'RE UNSOCIABLE.

OP needs to change how he views the world.

>>82158736
Yes. Leave the female characters for women.

>>82158774
Hell no, do you not realize those reaction images are pussy repellent?

>>82158505 (OP)
>I CANT STOP
>THE LONELINESS
>KOWARE KIREZU
>KANASHIMI GA
>TOMARA NAI EEE

>>82158778
Wow, you're truly a pathetic little fag.

>>82158804
>you're truly a pathetic little fag.
Mad?

>>82158505 (OP)
>the person's a literal gacha fan
You say this like youre surprised or something. I used to think the same "man these guys lives must suck" but its quite literally the opposite. Never browse their socials, pure suicide fuel. Weve known for a while anime is for normalfags but this is something else, of course, how else can a man spend literal thousands on .PNG's right

>>82158808
Yeah, why not? originaly

>>82158862
Mad that I'm a gay lil cuck desperate for pussy? Huh?

>>82158870
No, I'm mad that you use female presenting reaction-images.

It also reminds me of modern day streamers and "influencers", an outsiders first thought is probably that their lives suck and that theyre losers. Not really. Theyre narcissists 99% of the time, but also very well connected nepo babies who mog the vast majority of us in life experiences. How? Being born to the right family that acts as their live-saver every time they fuck up (literally all the time till they hit the social media algorithm jackpot).

Thats all this sick clown-world is, OP. A place where nepo babies and trust-fund babies get to rule the world, not because they deserve it, but because they can afford to fuck up everything because the people around them will always help them out. This applies to interpersonal and emotional matters too btw, not just professional as Ive seem to imply so far.

How did things get so bad? Why us?

>>82158894
Well, that's fair. It makes me seethe with anger that you're mad, but, it's fine. It's completely understandable why.

>>82158894
NTA but I want you to elaborate as much as you can on why he shouldn't do that. Go wild, I'll read all of it. I think the same just to be clear, but maybe my reasons are different from yours

>>82158926
Because I want my subconscious reaction of "oh a female" to go along with reality.
I want this place, and all other places on the internet, to feel like the sausage parties that they are.

>>82158751
Others having worse lives than me doesn't make mine any better