What I've realized now is that this feeling of loneliness and meaninglessness comes from disregarding your own people. When you don't care about your people you lose connection, purpose, and the motivation to make something truly great out of yourself. I've tried to talk to people about that but now I'm treated as the bad guy by my own people just for saying that I want to do what's best for them. Its a harsh world we live in.

>>82170415 (OP)
Uh oh, incel boy is slipping into the nationalism pipeline. His lack of a personal community is leading him towards over-emphasizing the notion of his race and place of birth.