>>82171770 (OP)
I'm schizoidal and it just made me realize how little I fit in and how nobody likes being around me. Relatives love throwing out getting a job as a solution to feeling out of touch or isolated, but all it accomplishes is reinforcing the understanding that you're different and don't fit in. I spent four years working a shitty service industry job and didn't manage to make one permanent connection out of it. I just walked out one day and people I tried to grow closer to for yours never even asked where I was or tried to contact me.
It's not worth it. NEETbux for me.