Thread 82172582

hey anon. how are you? is something wrong?
i'll listen to you if you want to talk! also, what's something you like doing? it doesn't need to be a hobby

>>82172582 (OP)
>is something wrong?
Yes, my head is not currently between Hu Tao's thighs

Couldn't sleep well last night. Thoughts about stuff and things

>>82172582 (OP)
>hey anon. how are you?
Fine but far away from good still.
Argument from monday is mostly resolved i think.
>what's something you like doing? it doesn't need to be a hobby
Sitting still and looking through my room after taking my meds. Everything is so interesting and quiet when im on them. They are supposed to help me focus and do brain work actually but i just sorta do this instead. Im either getting myself in trouble and worrying about everything or watch paint dry. I don't mind spending my time this way.

Today is a little different however. Did autistic research on an old company, that besides two patents from ~1970 and their products, left nothing behind.

>>82172582 (OP)
>is something wrong?
I think so. Can't put my finger on it though. Might start a depressive episode again soon, which is always fun.

>what's something you like doing
I miss shooting machineguns. Sometimes I think about reenlisting. Or contracting. Wouldn't be worth it though, got too much at home.

>>82172608
real.
>>82172727
put some music on and let it distract you to sleep!
>>82172743
>Argument from monday is mostly resolved i think
that's good, im glad to hear!
>Everything is so interesting and quiet
hm that does sound nice. how long does this feeling last usually? i guess as long as they make you feel fine then it's not a bad thing.
>on an old company
very mysterious. what kind of company was it? in a way what you're doing reminds me of exploring abandoned buildings/factories and such. i love doing that!
>>82172754
>Might start a depressive episode again soon
well let's hope not anon. maybe if you dont think about it too much then it'll leave you alone
>Wouldn't be worth it though
indeed, are there not any shooting ranges that let you shoot machine guns? i honestly like just looking at guns and the engineering behind them rather than actually shooting them (not that i could anyway), but i would love to shoot a deagle at least once in my life!

>>82172900
>maybe if you dont think about it too much then it'll leave you alone
Maybe. Unfortunately my job provides me nothing but time to think, as I am stuck in a box for most of the day.

>there not any shooting ranges that let you shoot machine guns?
There is one about an hour and some change away. Don't really have the money right now though because I got some home repairs I'm trying to do.

>looking at guns and the engineering behind them
I wish I had a better head for it. Mechanics is something I can get enough of an understanding of to perform basic maintenance but I can't really get into the nitty gritty of the function. I bet money I could still disassemble and reassemble my M249 blindfolded though

>>82172582 (OP)
i just ate a meal and feel great

>>82172582 (OP)
Good day huanon, i shall hope your day has been decent. today is silent as always., the isolation dulls your mind untill you cant remeber what is real and what is in your mind. oh well thats how it goes nothing will change. i quite enjoy spinning in my chair at the moment then standing up and running in circles, mind it makes me feel like a retard and i fall over most the time but ah it is funny for a while when there is little else left to wait for unless i sleep for the rest of time.

>>82172900
>how long does this feeling last usually?
Supposedly its supposed to last for around 8 hours and with my schedule even longer but i bask in its feeling for around an hour if at all. The blood content of the drug is supposed to stay the same for around 4 hours but only the first is really interesting for this usecase if you can call it that.
>what kind of company was it?
The only products i can find are timers for analogue photo enlargers. Mine works perfectly to this day. But there is zero, 0, absolutely no information about this company online besides people selling these old devices.
Asked /wsr/ and /p/ for help but so far there is no clear picture of where the company went or even what exactly it did. All i have is a enlarger timer with their name on it. And now the last name "Hauck" lives rent-free in my head.
>reminds me of exploring abandoned buildings/factories and such. i love doing that!
used to do that too but stopped a while ago. Was really fun and i don't get why people say its so dangerous.

>>82172938
>as I am stuck in a box for most of the day
ah that sucks. perhaps you could sneak some earphones in and listen to music or something? i remember doing that at my first job to make it bearable.
>There is one about an hour
then you should definitely go check it out when you got the money. why machine guns specifically though? also i hope everything goes well with the repairs!
>I can't really get into the nitty gritty of the function
i mean... i'm not the sharpest tool in the shed,
and i still enjoy looking at insight videos on how things like guns or warships are able to exist and how they function. i dont understand half the things, but i still go "woah thats cool as hell" when i watch them. i mean i get fascinated with a lot of things people might find mundane. even cars.
>>82172946
niceu! what was it?
>>82173334
hello anon. isolation does horrible things to the brain indeed... can't you maybe go take a walk somewhere? don't need to interact with anyone but a change of environment sometimes can improve your mood! besides it's not like you got much to do anyway like you said
>>82173351
>its feeling for around an hour if at all
ah. well i guess nothing good lasts for much.
>no information about this company
perhaps they were involved in some illicit business and wanted to disappear from everywhere after they got discovered or failed?
it's cool that you got a piece of their history though. it might just be the only one left on earth for all you know!
>i don't get why people say its so dangerous
i think the only ones that say it's dangerous are the ones that never actually tried it. it's not like the building that has been abandoned for 15 years is gonna collapse just because some random guy walks in it!

>>82172582 (OP)
I'm a 22 yearold soon 23 loser hikikomori neet.
>what's something you like doing?
I like making music. I play the electric guitar and I like making music with vocaloid. Usually Miku.
Kinda wish I started music earlier in my life, I would have been better at music than I am now, but idk my family envrioment might have made me lame and dumb anyway.

>>82173464
>listen to music or something?
I do, but there's only so long that a phone can keep you occupied you know?

>why machine guns specifically though?
I just like them. Automatic fire is such a fun feeling. And I used to be a SAW gunner, so there's some nostalgia in it too I guess.

>hope everything goes well with the repairs!
I've already been trying to get them done for like a month. I fuckin hate my life

>still enjoy looking at insight videos on how things like guns or warships are able to exist
Oh yeah I get that. I work at an airport at the moment, one of the big ones. I see huge ass cargo planes come in all the time and I'm fascinated by the idea that a mere hundred years ago we barely had single engine planes

>>82173464
>ah. well i guess nothing good lasts for much.
well its an hour of literately just staring. Its not like the feeling immediately disappears. It sticks for a while and other things are interesting in a similar way.
>it might just be the only one left on earth for all you know!
Haha sadly no. These thighs are for sale all over the world so im probably not the only one looking into this piece of history. Don't think they did anything illegal however. Most companies like it died just before the year 2000. Demand for then dropped almost to zero and with how specialized they were most could not adapt and enter a new market.
Although film is going through a renaissance right now. Maybe some random dude will rebuild his great-great-great-great-grandfathers business and finally explain wtf happened? Would be funny.

>>82172582 (OP)
I spent this summer growing my TikTok account and it got banned for no reason and I had DMs with my friend who killed himself on there. I'm so angry

>>82173483
migu!
>I play the electric guitar and I like making music with vocaloid. Usually Miku.
woah so cool! can you share some songs you've made? i also play guitar. both electric and acoustic, though im not that good. when did you start playing?
>Kinda wish I started music earlier in my life
honestly same. i wasted so much of my life doing nothing and if i used that time on learning guitar i'd be so much better now. and maybe happier too
>>82173534
>there's only so long that a phone can keep you occupied
yeah i get it. eventually we always fall back into our own thoughts. really wish we had a button to turn them off.
>there's some nostalgia in it too I guess.
oh i see. do you get to choose which type of guns you use in the military or do they just assign you one?
>and I'm fascinated by the idea that a mere hundred years ago we barely had single engine planes
yeah it's actually crazy to think stuff we have nowdays were just completely unthinkable just some centuries ago. honestly makes me wonder, how come the evolution of technology has slowed down so much now? and then when i think about that i start thinking about conspiracy theories and such.
>>82173586
>other things are interesting in a similar way
hm, interesting how?
>and finally explain wtf happened?
that would sure be really interesting. you could ask for a cameo if you look into it enough too heh. have you researched anything like this in the past?
>>82173626
wow that sucks. is there no way you can appeal the ban?

>>82173464
i ate buckwheat

>>82173662
>woah so cool! can you share some songs you've made?
Sure. I don't have a social media thing for it yet, but I can send a vocaroo. I have made 11 full songs, but only a few of them I feel proud of
https://voca.ro/13WDS2xNknJo
It's pretty short, but I made this yesterday. Recorded the guitar powerchords and the lead part myself.
>when did you start playing?
1 year and 9 months ago
I did music stuff a bit longer than that, but I didn't really play instruments in the past. I kinda had halfassed piano lessons when I was 16, but I quit and I never got far. It was also around covid I think.

>>82173662
>really wish we had a button to turn them off
Well there's always electroshock and transorbital lobotomies, eh?

>do you get to choose
They get assigned. You end up filling every role at least once though, so if your squad leader isn't retarded he'll assign you what you're good at.

>come the evolution of technology has slowed down so much now?
Lots of theories on that one. My guess is that it's mostly three things
1) We have a competency crisis going on world wide, as people are hamstrung with DEI shit
2) the more experimental projects never receive funding any more because unless something is guaranteed to turn a profit, no one will invest in it and the government won't put grant money into it
3) We may be actually approaching the limit of what is physically possible within our current understanding of the universe. As such, we would need either a new branch of science to be discovered or we would have to somehow fundamentally change our universe (not happening) in order to create truly innovative new technologies

>>82173662
>hm, interesting how?
difficult to explain. You know how with ADHD everything is everywhere at the same time in your head? Meds make it not be that way and at first the feeling is very novel and you almost fall asleep because of how mellow you are and after some experience you sorta notice the small things. Like its not just "Yeah its my room alright" is "ooh that lamp looks kinda freaky. I guess that piece furniture fits nicely". The background stops being a background and im sorta immersed or at least more involved with it. This then applies to most things. Even just browsing 4chan is an entirely new experience compared to without.
You don't get any happy chemicals injected into your brain but your brain is less retarded and starts working how it should which includes things being rewarding and then happy chemicals get released.

At least that is how i perceive it.
I think i actually described the mellowness before but this is the first time i put the second half into words. Hope i wrote well enough for others to get a picture. If not just ask.
>have you researched anything like this in the past?
Not in this depth and for this long. Most other things are on the internet so they are relatively quickly found. But picrel has pretty much no information about itself besides itself. Not even an ad or catalogue are clearly on the internet.
The company name is written in a new format in almost every time i can find it and there are enough red herrings to feed the world for year.
Its not even that special of a device idk why im so fixated. I guess being, for all intents and purposes, perfectly accurate for around 50 years without modern tech is sorta impressive.

>>82172582 (OP)
What's wrong is my horrible work ethic. I should have my attention on studying and getting a job but instead I am here. I wish I had a stronger will.

>>82173699
...anything else?
>>82173707
>have made 11 full songs
woah that's a lot. I'll give it a listen once im back home and I'll let you know!
>1 year and 9 months ago
oh slightly longer than me then! are you self taught?
>piano lessons
were you forced to attend those?
also piano is always good honestly just because it teaches some basic music theory. i kinda wnna learn it too
>>82173717
>electroshock and transorbital lobotomies
that's uhm, a bit extreme perhaps! but maybe I will try if it gets too bad
>you what you're good at
hmm that makes sense. how was the military training? is it really as bad as everyone says? I kinda had the idea to join the navy in case nothing else works.
>My guess is that it's mostly three things
those are all good theories. i think the first 2 might be more feasible, specially number 2. in this economy and society basically everything that isn't profitable gets put in the sidelines. sadly. honestly i think we could be miles ahead by now especially in space exploration if only we didn't focus on just making things more efficient and less expensive. i could go on a rant on the specifics but eh. who cares. it's not like i was gonna go to space in my lifetime anyways. i just hope things will change in the future.
>>82173873
The background stops being a background
hm i see what you mean yeah. sometimes it happens to me even without meds or anything. sure makes things more interesting, and i think this feeling gets stronger when I've drank alcohol.
>for around 50 years without modern tech is sorta impressive
that is impressive. and that there's no information about it either. perhaps if you go to some local vintage shop or antiquarian they might know something. i do like snooping around in places like that!
>>82173961
well anon you're not alone. dont be too hard on yourself, it's okay to take it slow sometimes.

>>82174043
>well anon you're not alone.
what do you do when you struggle to get things done?

>>82174043
>oh slightly longer than me then! are you self taught?
Pretty much. If you count books. Most of my music knowledge/ability is from reading music books.
>were you forced to attend those?
No I wanted to, but my little sister wanted to piano too and the whole covid thing made me procrastinate. She ended up taking the piano from me.
>also piano is always good honestly just because it teaches some basic music theory. i kinda wnna learn it too
Yeah piano is really intuitive with that. The fretboard is really ineffective for showing music theory. It's pretty much the norm that composers use piano. Maybe guitar is more common in song writers as main instrument, but it's easy to orchestrate and make music with more parts with a piano. Since you can play multiple lines.

>>82174043
>sometimes it happens to me even without meds or anything
Was the same thing but got rarer and rarer over time. Eventually i was basically brain dead and was a vegetable for a couple of years. Could not learn anything new but things i already knew stuck with me. I feel like that is about to change however. I have been taking fairly low doses so far and im still in the process of increasing them.
>and i think this feeling gets stronger when I've drank alcohol.
Absolutely not comparable! With alcohol you may feel like you're focus on something but its because your brain has no choice not to. These meds do not sedate you in any way and the "background not being a background" thing is also entirely different.
Like, alcohol is just another but still terrible version of you but with these pills its still the 100% authentic you but you are not fucking around. Even before knowing that there is treatment like this i felt this way. The slower and thinking side is (((me))), the rest is mental illness. But alcohol doesn't reduce the good or the bad side, it pushes you into a whole other direction.
Mellowness is not sedation!
Its the same reason why neurotypicals abusing these drugs is so retarded. Its proven not to improve performance for them because there is nothing to fix. And medical drugs (especially in the EU) do not feel "nice". Alcohol does, meds don't(as a direct consequence). Its one of the reasons why methheads take meth and not Ritalin. If i need to explain better then please ask. Its important not to confuse these things i think and if i can help i will.

>>82174043
>how was the military training? is it really as bad as everyone says?
Nah, it's pretty easy. I think a lot of people just ain't used to getting yelled at. If you're in okay physical shape, can follow basic instructions, and can deal with getting your ass chewed out without crying then Basic is a cakewalk. Just sucks to be away from home.

>not like i was gonna go to space in my lifetime anyways
It is my dream that somewhere down my line, my progeny will build a temple to Christ on another world

>>82172582 (OP)
>how are you?
Good, just got up from a nap.
>is something wrong?
I'm very sleepy during daytime and idk why.
>what's something you like doing?
Playing with my cat is nice.

>>82174089
i try to put myself into a situation where im forced to do the thing im trying to do. if i need to study and i keep getting distracted by the pc or whatever, i grab my books and go somewhere quiet like a park, turn off my phone so i can only study.
>>82174130
>from reading music books
i see. most of mine is from youtube videos and just, tabs. also i listened to the sample you sent and i think its quite nice! maybe it could use some bass
>taking the piano from me
ah, is she good with it at least? perhaps you can still get back into it in the future.
>make music with more parts with a piano
so i've heard. i know some guitarists that compose music on piano and then translate it to guitar, and it sounds so damn good. since you know some piano too, perhaps you could add some short piano parts to your songs too!
>>82174202
>about to change however
lets hope so anon. im a bit scared with time ill also end up needing to get meds to avoid turning into a vegetable. it is what it is i guess...
>with these pills its still the 100% authentic you
oh wow that does sound nice. i think i get what you mean with them being different, although since i've never had the chance to compare i guess it's hard to understand what being the "100% authentic" me. like, with alcohol i guess i become more friendly so it's not really me. but isnt meds the same but instead of becoming social i just become more productive/attentive?
>>82174290
>lot of people just ain't used to getting yelled at
yeah that is definitely true. i guess by working in kitchens i got that covered. still doesn't really feel nice to get screamed at all day though. do they actually ridicule you for crying?
>will build a temple to Christ on another world
well now that's something i've never heard before! very ambitious. i'd just like to see some nebulas up close.
>>82174389
>and idk why
are you getting enough sleep? if you're napping probably not! cats are nice. mine is trying to sit on the keyboadrdss as we speak.g

>>82174903
>i see. most of mine is from youtube videos and just, tabs. also i listened to the sample you sent and i think its quite nice! maybe it could use some bass
Tabs are pretty nice. I don't usually use bass much, but I have used it in the past. Making a non dumbsounding bassline is kinda hard.
>ah, is she good with it at least? perhaps you can still get back into it in the future.
I'm not sure. I haven't seen her in some time since she moved out. I do like piano, but I think it would be better if I focused more on getting better at guitar.
>so i've heard. i know some guitarists that compose music on piano and then translate it to guitar, and it sounds so damn good. since you know some piano too, perhaps you could add some short piano parts to your songs too!
I have added piano parts to guitar songs before. I make a decent amount of music that doesn't include guitar with vsts. Sometimes I make pure piano pieces.
There are a few limitations when turning piano music to guitar and vice versa, since they are different, but sometimes it works fine.

>>82174903
>do they actually ridicule you for crying?
If you cry in Basic your life is over. You will be fucked with until the end of time. Or until you kill yourself, that's pretty common.

>very ambitious.
To spread The Word among the stars... what higher calling could there be?

>see some nebulas up close
Nebula, quasars, neutron stars, black holes... the beauty and horror of the cosmos laid bare before us. I wish I could live to see it.

>>82174903
also im just now seeing how shizoy and ranty that post is. It was not my intention, sorry.
>im a bit scared with time ill also end up needing to get meds to avoid turning into a vegetable
Its not like they are only sunshine and happiness. A friend of mine who took them regularly for five years reported hearing weird things after quitting. Its unclear if it was actual psychosis or his brain starting to loose track again and him being used for it not to but its something to consider.

For me trading being guaranteed unwell for potentially not being unwell was worth it so took the chance. Its not like its incredibly difficult to quit, the symptoms just come back but that's about it i think.

I have more pills than i need to cover being medicated 24/7 but i still don't take em all the time. Being sober and off them sorta blurs, especially in the short term. I feel like my brain learns how to dance and that it doesn't need assistance all the time as said dancing becomes muscle memory.
>it's hard to understand what being the "100% authentic" me
Chances are you already did experience it a couple of times.
Dunno why but sometimes there were these moments of clarity where the circus just sorta stopped. Comparing this baseline with the meds i think its very similar. Just that it kicking in so quickly might be eyebrow raising at first. Sitting in that old building on my own for example was one of the places this sorta happened. Impossible to accurately describe however. I did see similar things happen in others however.

>>82175238
>isnt meds the same but instead of becoming social i just become more productive/attentive?
I can't really tell it via text. They don't automatically make you productive either. Just when i wanna do something i feel more like sticking at it which in turn also makes me more friendly and happy.
Alcohol is way different. I used to drink huge amounts sometimes
Impossible to describe. I used to have lots of alc binges so i get why its possible to confuse these things but it really is very different. It works in reverse. It makes your head underachieve even more so it doesn't feel as bad as having it be this way normally.

You don't really need any pills like these to fix yourself. Especially if you don't feel like a vegetable yet but not having a good environment and routine makes it feel almost impossible, some are just forced into this position sadly. I tried and channeled almost monk like willpower but i just can't anymore.


Even if nothing of this matters at least take away that drinking is just shit. I cannot even do it anymore, i actually get sick after i realized this. Even in moderation its just, nah. It seems like it helps sometimes but it doesn't and its especially dangerous for you if you are like this.
If you manage to focus, regardless by which method, you don't even want to drink regardless of amount or occasion.

What compels you to make these threads?

>>82175305
>used to have lots
not lots. I mean i didn't drink often but when i did it was enough to get medium tipsy. It is very easy to confuse that feeling with mellowness.

>>82174968
>Making a non dumbsounding bassline is kinda hard
honestly true. i made 2 songs in the past and making a decent bassline was so damn hard. they all sounded weird. i guess i should start playing bass too...
>it would be better if I focused more on getting better at guitar
yeah that's fair. you can always come back to it once you've mastered guitar anyways! i kinda wanna do that. assuming i live that long
>Sometimes I make pure piano pieces
ohh!! can i listen? i love piano. it's actually my favourite instrument despite me playing guitar. so whenever i hear a song with guitars and piano together its like, "hell yeah"
>>82175022
>You will be fucked with until the end of time
man thats messed up. and with the suicides too. has it happened while you were in training too?
>what higher calling could there be?
uhmmmm making space mcdonalds?
>I wish I could live to see it
you and me both anon, space is fascinating! i could spend all day reading books about it and looking at images of planets and black holes. it's so close yet so far...
>>82175238
>It was not my intention, sorry
oh dont worry about it anon! i like reading rants
>but its something to consider
hm, i see. honestly i dont even want to think about what might happen to my brain in the future.
>potentially not being unwell
i guess you have a point, but im naive enough to think that i can still manage to live somewhat happily even without them.
>moments of clarity
hm, yeah i guess thinking about it it has happened to me too. very rarely though. might happen when i dissociate a lot...
>i feel more like sticking at it
man that would be awesome. i see what you mean. hm, i never really drank much and i also hate it, i basically only do it when i cant take reality anymore (and it's usually just a beer or two) but yeah, ill trust you on this one anon.
>some are just forced into this position
thats what i fear mostly. having to rely on pills to work seems dreadful to me.
>>82175343
i like talking with anons!

>>82175437
>man thats messed up.
I kinda get it. If you're gonna have a breakdown in training, how can I trust you to watch my ass in a firefight, you know?

>the suicides too. has it happened while you were in training too
The suicides are tragic. I never knew anyone in training that killed themselves but a few of the adjacent training companies had some suicides. I did have two people I knew who killed themselves at the unit I went to, plus I think seven from our battalion on a deployment. Didn't know any of them well though.

>space mcdonalds
McDonald's aint even good. For shame, anon.

>space is fascinating!
It's a truly neverending frontier. And it is so massive and so beautiful.

>>82175437
>they all sounded weird. i guess i should start playing bass too...
Yeah bass is weird. I think it's more limited since it needs to outline the harmony.
>ohh!! can i listen? i love piano. it's actually my favourite instrument despite me playing guitar. so whenever i hear a song with guitars and piano together its like, "hell yeah"
If your favorite instrument is piano you should play piano more. Vsts are pretty good these days so you can get a pretty realistic sound out of them.

I was a bit confused if you wanted me to post a pure piano piece or a song with just piano in it. So I just posted both.

Here is a song I made with Una. I don't have much music with both piano and guitar, since when I make music with guitar I usually hyperfocus on guitar stuff, but i'm gonna think more about adding other instruments with guitar from now on
https://voca.ro/1fxQ09qm4Vz0

Here is a pure piano piece I did some time ago.
https://voca.ro/18OFq8NjZHhK

>>82175437
>but im naive enough to think that i can still manage to live somewhat happily even without them
That's not really being naive. This is true actually. But its also true that its way harder now than it should be. I don't think that there was a period of time where things were so upside down. But regardless, we gotta do as much as possible so the ones after us don't need to struggle the same way. The ones before us got too cocky and now look at this situation we found ourselves in.
> i basically only do it when i cant take reality anymore (and it's usually just a beer or two) but yeah
Its unironically very dangerous. Life sucking is already bad on its but these issues just seem to compound. I used to do the very same thing when i drank. Everybody has heard this a thousand times already but this is really bad. It makes everything worse and you become dependent on it. The occasional beer probably won't hurt if it fits the right occasion but coping from reality is not one of them.
>thats what i fear mostly. having to rely on pills to work seems dreadful to me.
Its a lot of people sadly. Just look at how many people were on anti depressants at least during some point during their lives. In my opinion those are really only a desperate measure when nothing else was possible. 13% of all people were still forced according to the CDC.

BUT its not all bad. Its easy so succumb to "The grass is greener on the other side" thinking. Things could always be so much worse instead. Doing your best, even if doesn't much, already gets you 90% towards a comfy life.

>>82175508
>how can I trust you to watch my ass in a firefight, you know?
i guess that's fair. though i'd give them the benefit of the doubt. so if it happens just once yknow, i dont think they should just start kicking them down even more since it will just worsen the situation.
>plus I think seven from our battalion on a deployment
wow that's terrible anon. poor souls. i guess in a way better to go that way than bleeding out in a trench... sigh. really sad.
>McDonald's aint even good. For shame, anon.
i was just joking!! i dont even eat mcdonalds. i hate fast food. i was merely making fun of your american heritage
>It's a truly neverending frontier
just the idea that this "thing" called space literally never ends is nuts. what do you mean, it goes FOREVER?? i really hope they'll make some kind of technology that lets us see the space closer... whats your favourite thing about space? also, do you know about the heat death of the universe? that's such a weird concept to me.
>>82175553
>I think it's more limited since it needs to outline the harmony.
hm hm i agree. honestly bassists dont get enough credit. maybe im just saying that cause my brother is one though.
>you should play piano more
oh anon, if i had the money to i would... still, i'd like to get some guitar courses first.
>Here is a song I made with Una
that's great!! thank you for sharing. if i may, i think it would benefit greatly if you added a part which is faster than the rest. like yknow, a buildup to something, since the one you added w the guitar at around 1,13 doesnt really do much on it's own. i still think it's quite nice for a slow song though. better than anything i could do anyways. the little solo at the end is also great! also, how do you write the lyrics for these songs?
>piano piece
it's lovely! honestly i could see (or rather, hear heh) this as some background music for a game or something like that. thank you so much for sharing!! ...really makes me wanna learn piano too

>>82175816
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>>82175737
>and now look at this situation we found ourselves in
just when it's my turn to be an adult, how nice! oh well. it is what it is i guess. hopefully the next generations won't be so unlucky
>but coping from reality is not one of them.
i know anon, i've seen people suffer so much from alcohol firsthand, but what else can i do? i'm not gonna be an alcoholic. if i do ill just kms
>Its a lot of people sadly
yeah and its sad. it has almost become weird not to be on some kind of pills nowdays. and yet people dont even care. they just take them and go on anyways like its normal.

>>82175816
>honestly bassists dont get enough credit
I have heard they tend to be underpaid sadly.
>i think it would benefit greatly if you added a part which is faster than the rest
Back when I made this I was still struggling to playing fast/effiecent due to too much tension when playing. I'm having to limit my creativity to what I'm able to play unless I start editing guitar audio heavily which kinda ruins the point of adding in guitar recordings for me.
>how do you write the lyrics for these songs?
I usually go two ways about it.
1. Chords playing, adding lyrics/notes to the chords. Kinda like lyrical improvisation. Sometimes I write lyrics for premade melodies, but that's hard since you need to have lyrics that fit the syllable count to the melody and also make a coherent meaningful sentence.
2. I write the lyrics first, then chords that fit the feeling of the lyrics then I add a melody that has note count that fits the syllables in the lyrics

In either case you also want to aim for most of the sung notes to be on the underlying chord or else it sounds bad.

>>82175821
>hopefully the next generations won't be so unlucky
our generation and the ones after us are already sorta starting to see issues that the ones before did not. So while im a big proponent of the fact that nothing ever happens, maybe by some miracle it will in the future?
>i'm not gonna be an alcoholic
I'll pray you won't even come close.
Being self-aware is already a huge roadblock towards that path.
>they just take them and go on anyways like its normal.
Don't forget to give half of your paycheck to the government and to enjoy your corn syrup and palm oil!

Im already half way there so i might as well just shizo out in the forest and stop participating. Funny how attractive this option is.

>>82174903
>are you getting enough sleep?
Yes. Even too much sleep.
>cats are nice
When they're not a manace, yeah.

>>82175990
Also i don't really know what happened to picrel. He used to make videos about computers and used soijaks. Now he is doing whatever this type of content is called.
But he seems happier now. Sorta jelly.

What's ur UID

>>82175816
>just worsen the situation
The idea is that you either break, or you toughen up. Now as to whether or not this works in practice... I don't know. I'm not a Drill Sergeant.

>better to go that way than bleeding out in a trench
I think I'd rather choose the latter. At least then I could pretend it meant something.

>making fun of your american heritage
Fair, we deserve it

>whats your favourite thing about space?
The existence of things so large and incomprehensible that we will never properly come to grips with them. God's own little way of keeping us humble, I think.

>heat death of the universe
It's a theory, but you have to remember that it isn't proven. Science isn't a monolith, it's a constantly evolving process that grows with our understanding. Until we truly get "hands on" with a lot of things out in the universe I wouldn't put much stock in the theory.

Besides, it's a couple billion years out anyway, if it turns out to be true.

>>82175912
>I have heard they tend to be underpaid sadly.
well he doesnt get paid at all usually...
>I was still struggling to playing fast/effiecent
thats fair. hopefully one day you'll be able to play faster parts!
>I usually go two ways about it
i was more asking how you'd write them in japanese and make them into vocaloid voices, but all of those are also interesting! dont think ill ever add lyrics to my songs if i make them, unless its miku.
>>82175990
>maybe by some miracle it will in the future?
we dont need a miracle honestly, we jsut need people to stop being so obedient is all
>Being self-aware is already a huge roadblock
hm indeed, and seeing how alcoholics become also does help
>give half of your paycheck to the government
yippe!!! i love living in a post modern society!!!!
>just shizo out in the forest and stop participatin
mah honestly i dont blame anyone who does that. i wanna also do i eventually. get me out of this clown society i just wanna live in da woods.
>>82176022
>Yes. Even too much sleep.
hmm, then perhaps it's the quality that isnt good! i get almsot 7 hours of sleep everyday and yet i wake up always tired.
>When they're not a manace
they're always a menace you just gotta learn to love em anyway!
>>82176031
no clue who this guy is desu
>>82176114
>What's ur UID
714237225
i rarely ever play more than like 10 minutes a day though so good luck finding me online anon
>>82176326
>The idea is that you either break, or you toughen up
i mean i guess it works in that context, but bringing people to suicide is just, yeah.
>At least then I could pretend it meant something
fair enough.
>The existence of things so large and incomprehensible
they do make me feel like im just an ant compared to everything else, in a way it's scary but in a way it's relieving too. i don't matter, and thats pretty cool i guess?
>It's a theory
yeah, i just find it curious how the only rule that always stands no matter what is that everything has to die eventually.

>>82177022
>i was more asking how you'd write them in japanese and make them into vocaloid voices, but all of those are also interesting! dont think ill ever add lyrics to my songs if i make them, unless its miku.
You have to get a vocaloid editor and buy a voice bank. I used to use piapro, but then I started using vocaloid editor 6 since it's much better.
As for the Japanese I know some japanese, as for inserting lyrics. You can either manually insert lyrics into notes or use a text box that tries to insert your lyrics into the note automatically. Beware the pronounciations aren't always accurate. Sometimes something which is supposed to be pronounced as "wa" becomes "ha". Also improper pronounciations become even more of a problem with english voicebanks so I use IPA dictionary and manually check as much of the pronounciation I can manage.
Different voice banks have different tones, but within each voicebank you can adjust the tone a lot. It depends on what you do.

As for tuning vocaloids. That's a whole different beast. I think getting right pronounciations is atleast the first priority

>>82177022
>get me out of this clown society i just wanna live in da woods.
>no clue who this guy is desu
an example of somebody that did just that.
Back when i watched yt regularly he just talked about computes. So i was surprised when i learned that he stopped shaving and went innawoods to film self-help videos.
Its luke smith btw. Very interesting person.
Guess being exposed to a lot of tech makes you hate it more than other people do.

>>82177022
>EU
nyo