I had a crush on someone and I dont think we'll find eachother (maybe) and nobody else is better. Now I want to kill myself everyday. I have a lot of guns I own as a zoomer and own my own property from family wealth. Yet im so close to blasting my face off with my 10 gauge shotgun. I dont even care if my mom cries at this point. Im very close, last stage. Or I might make the news with them idk