>>82178247 (OP)I wish I could have sat alone during lunch. There wasn't really room for that. The best I could get was like half the 'nerd' table to myself. They sat at one end just play magic pokemon cards and shit all the time. They usually left me alone but sometimes they would see me watching anime on my phone and think that makes me their friend. I tried not to be rude to them but they'd get really annoying sometimes.
I tried hiding in the bathroom a few times but I stopped when I realized how bad it was for my already terrible masturbation addiction. If I'm completely alone for too long, I will just start watching porn and fapping and I fap for a long time. I was starting to be late and accidentally skipping classes because I was jerking off so much at school.