how do i find a loving, loyal virgin normal non insufferable girlfriend who is submissive in all aspects of life but the bedroom, and is obsessed with me, worshipping and showering me in praise and affection all the time? im pretty jaded and blackpilled about women, but fuck it i really want this. even if i found one, how do i get her? I am physically appealing but socially absolutely retarded. no nervous or unconfident by any means, but i have no idea how to talk to girls since i was home schooled, i've heard women like dark triad serial killer types, can i use my personality to impress her? i cant just tell her some crazy shit out of the blue when we've just met can i? i feel like that would scare her off, unless i get her to stay by beating her.