I started wagecucking at a good job early in life and lent money to quite a few friends when they asked for it

They never returned the money several years later and I am too much of a pussy to ask them anyway

The money isnt the issue though. They are all happily married early and moved on with their lives while I am still single and spiralling downwards steadily with not much hope of coming back. I feel a sense of bitterness that my life didnt turn out well even though I helped a lot of people. Wish I could stop thinking this way

why the fuck would you help anyone, i mean i get it, i had the same mindset when i was growing up, but the reality is people would be fine with seeing you dead on the street, everyone IS out for themselves, so why aren't you? the most successful never earn it, and always backstab others.
dehumanize yourself and face to bloodshed.

Helping others with the expectation of gain actually makes you worse than them and evil. They are morally gooder than you because they took and didn't ever give to others.

Just kidding. They are just self interested insects but that's how most people are and if you want to survive and thrive you have to choose your actions based on that knowledge. It doesn't mean you have to be scum that takes without giving, it means you have to learn not to give without demanding.

>>82179099 (OP)
get your money back plus interest plus late return fee, charged per day, before adding up the interest.

>>82179099 (OP)
Well if you lose your job could always ask them for it back