Thread 82183431

>unbelievable urge to kill self
>buy all the material and wait to be home alone
>can literally do it any minute
>suddenly the urge disappears
Emil Cioran was right. This is how drug addicts must feel

>>82183431 (OP)

You just wanted the option. Now you feel secure that if you wanted to, you could. Now you feel like you are really choosing to live life instead of being forced to.

>>82183431 (OP)
>unbelievable
>>82183431 (OP)
>disappears

>>82183431 (OP)
The ability to leave is what separates a slave and a free man, enjoy it anon
The only difference between a home and a prison is who hold the keys

>>82183440
>>82183471
is this my sign to buy a shotgun and keep it near my desk at all times?

>>82183532

it's good for home defense against niggerdom, so yes.

>>82183532
I kept a gun on my desk for a couple years when I was younger, I found it helped a lot
Objectively a risky strategy though, if there's anything you can change in your environment it would be prudent to do that first. It's bizarre how small changes can completely change your baseline outlook on life.
Hate work? Try switching departments
Hate home? Move out or spend more time outside/libraries/cafes