Thread 82185211

>Be me
>Mother drank when pregnant with me
>Fucked up face
>Mother used to feed me sweets almost everyday
>Outside that just microwave meals I'd make
>Obese from a child
>Married & had kids with a schizoid man
>Strangled me, told me he never wanted me, left
>Mother just watched TV & drank, I had a computer though
>Raised by the internet from the age of 4
>Constantly skipping school & doing what I wanted as nobody cared what I did
>IQ of 132
>6'2
>Malformed face
>Majorly mentally ill

I had such amazing genetics, and yet I never even had a chance. I at least managed to get fit & start making good money, but god what a waste, life really is determined by chance. Well what whatevs, I'll just achieve whatever goals I can with this shitty hand.

the effects of fetal alcohol syndrome are overstated anyways

>>82185211 (OP)
you're alive, you're smart, you have time to browse 4chan. medicine exists, exercise exists. you wish things were better, i'm sure you can muster the will. i think the only thing you're missing is a real goal. how about, save the world?

Cards I got
>half native
>native dad was/is a deadbeat criminal drug addict and abandoned my family
>grew up in poverty with a young single mom
>had no direction or guidance in life, had to figure out literally everything on my own
>always got targeted and had to fight a lot cause I was visibly native in a city full of native-hating white people

At least im handsome. I still made it, too.

>>82185220
>>82185275
My face is grotesque, I've also been suicidal for a very long time. I dislike being around anyone, it annoys me. I only have the energy for my job & then exercise.

I have goals I wish to accomplish, and I will. Yet my past is an ingrained part of me, I cannot undo all the damage that had been done by my circumstances.

>>82185211 (OP)
>6'2
Why do people always brag about that here? Is that tall in your country? I'm 6'2 and that would just be considered somewhat above average here in my country among the younger generations.

>>82185359
There is no country on earth where the absolute and inarguable data bears this out