>>82187258 (OP)Please don't do this. You just watched too much porn over the last several years. You're only going to hurt yourself by fagging out. The suicide attempt rate is 41% and rising.
Before you do anything like this, why not try avoiding excessive masturbation, and completely avoid all pornography, for six months.
Alongside this, workout consistently and try to eat more. If you do this for 6 months flawlessly and you still majorly want to be a tranny, then maybe it's right for you. But it is more likely that you are desperate from a lack of a girlfriend/sex, and too much pornography. Please, consider choosing masculinity. Consider choosing strength.