ive inhaled too much duster and now im slowe and wetarded :(

hmm maybe you should detrans

>>82187872 (OP)
can i chase you? i am a chaser.

>>82187883
ive been thinking about it

>>82187872 (OP)
duster is for cis girls fuck off troony

>>82187901
im an unlovable doomed retard girl!

>>82187914
that's literally the type chasers love the most...

>>82187872 (OP)
Eww kys freak.

>>82187911
i only did so much because i was going tuah kill myself but then i became a pussy and didnt, i shouldnt be alive right now but i am still here

i wanted to do a bunch of duster before i killed myself because thats the most euphoric drug i can get my hands on easy, i knew it made u retarded but i wasnt expecting to live so now im here and fvcked

>>82187931
i want to hug and cuddle you

>>82187929
been thinking and planning on it! ur more retarded than me if u didnt already believe i was gonna transsuciudiuieuie myself u silly dum dum

>>82187949
literally go find some chud incel to care after you. i would do it but i am very far to you.

>>82187944
that would be really really nice actually anon
but im so stupid and retarded

>>82187961
i was dating someobody recently ! we were perfect but things ended, it is complicated... but that is also a driving force for why i did so much duster and was planning on ending my life!
so fuck!

D:

>>82187986
post your girlhole

>>82187991
no... its sweaty and hairy and gross u stupid

>>82188004
sweaty is hotter. i dont like hair but you could just shave lol.

>>82188013
my ex asked me to grow out my hole hair and crotch hair, i actually just shaved my hole for the first time since the breakup recently.
also kek captcha

>>82188028
that's very weird. normally people like smooth and cute butts more. maybe he was into hair though.

>>82188104
he really loved hairy holes and crotch and armpits!

>>82187914
You already said you were trans

>>82188129
You being this eager about it makes me kinda curious and horny...

>>82188140
LOL
thats actually rlly funney hehe

>>82188150
i was his puppy girl.. i was growing out my fur for him... he requested i dont shave, so i obliged..

>>82188170
Thats so retarded

>>82188252
how many times have we been over this... i am retarded!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsDXxIXGIq4&list=RDRsDXxIXGIq4&start_radio=1&pp=ygUPdG9vbCB0aGUgZ3J1ZGdloAcB

>>82188264
you're a harmless retard but you trigger my aggression.

>>82187872 (OP)
>neet trans girl
god i am so jealous
t. employed repper male

>>82188291
beat the shit out of me
i deserve it

im so stupid

>>82188295
this is why we must destroyh capitalism so we can all have one giant orgy and be neets together or something i dont really know
uhm i really hope u get lots of money and troon out u deserve it probably

>>82188338
why this girl has mushrooms on her head

>>82188356
becausew theyre cute :3

oh my god im so lonely :(

im maybe not or maybe glad i did duster instead of like dxm or something
maytbe those are better though
maytbe not
i think if i took a bunch of benadryl id go into a psychosis and stab myself 94 times in the chest or soemnthignb

seriously though this sucks living like this

>>82188390
i could talk to you more but will sleep soon. do you post to here frequently? maybe we will see each other sometime again...

>>82188437
i post on any of 4chan maybe once every.. uhm... 6 months or so..?> i lurk often usually just r9k, tttt, and some porn boards for when i goon on 4chan of all places once in a blue moon

uhmm im only talking here because i am so fucking lonely and desperate for any fucking social interaction at all that im posting a 4chan thread,,,.. so.,., uhm,.., maytbe ill post again tomorrow mayb.. who knows anon </3

>>82188465
you could drop your discord, i am not sure if it's against the rules but you can remove it after posting i guess.

>>82188437

i hope you have some good sleep anon, i love you ..

>>82188486
i would rather be anon girly for eternity... its still too much scary to be social... i have crippling social anxiety,., diagnosed, its rlly hard and scary for me to let peopls into my life right now... im at the lowest point of my life currently.,.

uhm.. im dumb anyway, so its okay!
i wish you good luck in life wherever u are and go

>>82188338
>this is why we must destroyh capitalism
and replace it with what
>have one giant orgy
ew no i just want to hide in my room
>uhm i really hope u get lots of money and troon out u deserve it probably
having a job and people in your life makes it harder to troon
i'm trying to get away from my family but i still don't like showing up to work

>>82188505
idk i seldom approach strangers like this and they become long term friends that i cherish. but if you don't want to it's ok!

>>82187911
i did duster in my room and peed myself, did it again and peed myself again kek. duster not for us, though i did do it again because it feels cool but stopped forever because i didnt wanna be dumb like OP

>>82188528
>and replace it with what
i dont know im fucking stupid im just saying nonsense
>ew no i just want to hide in my room
yeah me too honestly

just boymode stupid, whats the worst case scnaario, you look too much like a girl and get caughht
getting wins will always have consequences

im just typing stupid shit sorry
inject yourself with girl juice dumbass

>>82188528
>and replace it with what
Communism, of course!

>>82188554
i think ive done 4 cans of duster in total, maybe 5... the fifth can i just got reccently, just after the breakup i just so happen to find a new can. it was like life was telling me bro just kill urself LOL just fuckin do it bro
so i did because i didnt care, a few weeks ago.
now im still alive
and im stupider

the other 3 or 4 cans i did spring 2024, and i recognized that since then i DO NOTICE i feel stupider and slower and its almost uncanny... but fuck im so fucking stupid, i gave up on life so i fucking ruined it by huffing fucking duster and getting retarded :(
im so sad
anyway

that made my girlcock hard anon, i like hearing about you peeing urself

>>82188563
lowkey ive been interested into exploring communism lately

>>82188559
>whats the worst case scnaario, you look too much like a girl and get caughht
no i would look like a troon or a man with tits
>getting wins will always have consequences
just sucks i can't neet and troon

>>82188563
communism doesn't work

>>82188596
i think i did like one and a half cans to myself, i shared one with my cousins and stole one from my mom, and got grossed out because the taste was on my lip and it was disgusting, but i used to do it really like like untill my vision blacked out and i passed out for lil, (hence the pee) but it was so weird, kinda fun, i do miss it, but i definitely did make myself a lil stupider like you, but you fried 4x more brain cells than me so that makes me feel better, also ik we both tried cumming while doing that, so fun desu

just get proper drugs you retards

>>82188731
me and op too socially anxious to buy drugs

>>82188713
it was the best orgasm of my entire life
honestly, im kind of playing a character right now but kinda not rlly yk... im also high on weed right now. so i can function normally when im sober, but like i notice i do take significantly longer to process normal shit that i did not have trouble with 2 years ago.. its really frustrating, im really scared because i dont think fried brain cells ever come back ever so im fucking retarded before my brain even fully developped.. i hate depression its so fucking stupid . i really think i should just die and give up, but i dont know. bwedhhhh im so sad :( i am diagnosed autism and adhd too, so like im so fucking retardewd bro i got the premium tard pack im so fucked
im not like nonverbal but damn im so stupid.. i just know internet memes and hideo games thats it..,, and music,.,.

>>82188742
you got the ADHD meds? adderall? stupid girls are cuter anyway

>>82188742
i get really really really really sad about but then i remember theres tards who huff paint and bartards that take like fiddy xanax a day.. idk i know theres people worse than me and that makes me feel a little better, but im still dumb and i wish i wasnt,..
>>82188748
i dont like meds i refuse to take them.. i cannot take daily pills, ive tried before, i just cannot do a daily thing like that its hard... ive tried close to 10 various meds in my life for schiz, adhd, autism, depression, anxiety, i just cant doi them theyure not for me... alkso whyu i decided to go with injections for estrogen because bleh pills...
also woaw.., waow.., yeahg uhm i know theres some ppl out there who like really stupid girl;s and it makes me feel really fuzzy and warm inside lml. hjgn ugb ughbnmmm thank u i thgiunk>? i dk lol im so lonely stupid bnitch

>>82188731
>just get proper drugs you retards
only other drug i do is weed

>>82188736
>me and op too socially anxious to buy drugs
loollll yeaah LOL SO TRUE! my friend is my plug and i also just order online legal weed.

>>82188770
o yea also i never got prescribed addy.. i got like ritalin and stuf. kind a glad i didnt get addy, iu nmight started getting addtcted to it or something, damn tho i coiuldve just started selling it. fuck... im so dumb bro even before the duster

>>82188801
>i also just order online legal weed.
damn must be nice
do you also get legit hrt

>>82188857
yaah planned parenthood got me
i think their dose is low so im just upping myself a little bit loll, i need to schedule a bloodwork appt to see how my levels are soon but i cant even decide if i wanna live or not so idk if i wanna pay $30 to see my e levels but i need to

getting my vials for 5 buckss $$

>>82188980
>yaah planned parenthood got me
damn are you worried about losing access to it
i've thought about just diy

>>82188988
>damn are you worried about losing access to it
dawg im so fucking scared LOL

but i do have a tiny stock right now, im just about to finish a vial but i have 2 (oh fuck i need more oh god fuck fuck fuck fuck)
but yah im scared ab losing it, so if worst comes to worst im fine doing diy, i have all the supps already

>>82189001
>dawg im so fucking scared LOL
yeah it's one of my excuses for repping
>i have all the supps already
wdym supps?

>>82189005
i have the syringes and needles and alcohol pads and stuff to do the injections, those supplies

>>82189015
oh yeah i gotta get that if i want to troon
i just am too much of a coward
if you have vials how long do they last

>>82187901
like with an axe?

>>82189076
>i just am too much of a coward
dont be a coward anon, just go for it and troonmaxx tf out.. if you dont look like a girl in 5 years you can always kill urself.. But i think youll be pretty, honestly, even having not seen you

unless you meant coward of needles, yes lol im just coming around 6 months of injecting once every 7 days, and im only NOW having an easier time injecting.. needles arr scary. but you get used to it!
>if you have vials how long do they last
it depends on the vial size and concentration. it also depends on ur dosage and injection frequnecy. i have 100 mg/5 mL (20 mg/mL) estradiol valerate vials for Intramuscular injections. i just hit about the 6 month mark on HRT, and im just now fiinishing my second vial. im doing 4mg of estrogen once every 7 days, its 0.20mL in my syringe.
TL;DR depends on stuff,,. but for me 1 = 3 months

TL;DR 2
if you meant like the fucking shelf life im really sorry, but they last i believe 2-4 years!


>>82189105
kek

>>82187872 (OP)
>tfw no slowe and wetarded neet gf (trans)

>>82189169
nobody can truly love me im a slob stupid girl and i stink and im a dumbass suicidical wetawd,..

>>82189178
just post them t-titties, dummy.

>>82189178
>nobody can truly love me im a slob stupid girl and i stink and im a dumbass suicidical wetawd,..
okay

>>82189187
ive been tyhinking about selling my body online actually yeah

>>82189200
Post it here and we will give you feedback. What do you have to lose?

>>82189200
show tgirl feet

>>82189139
>But i think youll be pretty, honestly,
no i won't
i'm also old as fuck so i'm just gonna take hrt and be a man
i'm not scared of the needle i'm scared of taking hrt

>>82189198
go away you scary..

>>82189205
this isnt the duster talking, but id rather send nudes on a discord server than 4chan. i dont even know if thats like a suprising take or not, its such a weird question lol
idk.. blehhh xP im gatekeeping my soft B cups

>>82189215
>no i won't
shut up fuckin dummy then do it you pussy, fuckin pvssy troon tf ooouuuut youll be cute.

>>82189231
why? not like anyone is going to know who you are if you dont show face

>>82189231
not as scary as ur ACKxe wound xD

op be careful, you can get arrested for tryna pull that stunt...

>>82189231
>shut up fuckin dummy then do it you pussy, fuckin pvssy troon tf ooouuuut youll be cute.
ok what age do you think it's too late to troon

>>82189241
im gatekeeping my boobies... from 4chan.. njothing personal...

>>82189254
aa-aah! aah!! hahah!! hahahah!! this is really fun ahahahah~!!! WAAHAH AH ah hahahah haahaha awoa waowa woawo wahahah! hahahaha! yay!

>>82189270
HONEST TO YOD.,.. i think the age when its too late to troon out... i think its 60... sixty and ur doneski,,, i started at 18. im tireed of passoid cunts who fucking cry and whine on twitter ab how theyre a hailhon ogrehon dumbass i wanna kick them in the tummy theyre all beautiful girls and they start at like 23 and think its fucking over, bitch.. shut up
if you can start before puberty thats based and luckmaxxed, fuck you but awesome. if you can start at age 18 thats great too
if you can start at 25 thats awesome
if you can start at 35 epic heck yah
if you can start at 45 shell yeah thats sick
60 is where i call it quits i think it may be joever girls and boys

>>82189295
>i started at 18. im tireed of passoid cunts
you are the youngshit passoid kek
i'm a hon over 25 it's fucking over i look like a man

>>82189295
>if you can start at 35 epic heck yah
>if you can start at 45 shell yeah thats sick
a lot of troons who troon out at that age have hair loss and are fully masculinized
i'm not cute and femme i have a stupidly masculine face

Why are all the troons on /r9k/ so useless? none of them post nudes. at least a few of the women here know what we want

>>82189355
i dont fucking look like a girl either biotch its over for me also LOL 25? that is such a low numbert.. ur so silly anon, i hope u remembner this, or dont, whenever u finally get on hormones because uir gonna be happy its the best decision u made for urself even if its scary. ur only 25. that is young. im also tired of people saying like 30 is old or 40 is old
like yah its up there, its a grown ass age, but like i personaly consider old to begin at like age 55 (?) 60 (?) idk lol
point is, i hope u troon out one day anon. u might become a really beautiful woman you always wished you could look like. for me, im 6 months E, i wanna kill myself. but for various reasons! but also yes its a slow process and its very dependent on genetic luck... so yah that too. i think we should all just slit our wrists then...
>>82189369
u have no heart or hope or soul.. i know were on 4chan but thats not the gauranteed outcome every time. yes, it is better the younger you start, but aging is a force we cant fuckin control, and some people need to like move out of countries where they will be fuckin merkd if theyre outed as trans. so they wait till they can move and theyre grown up to do so. IT IS BETTER TO START AT ANY AGE than it is to never start at all.. bececause when ur fuckin dying ur gonna be like "damn i wish i trooned out, it wouldve been awesome beeing a girl." you are girl you retard, inject that juice and make urself look like one silly
>>82189381
because most of us just want hugs and to be told its gonna be okay.

>>82189419
idk you can look at all the latehons
i'm not gonna be cute no matter what you're saying
and it is old i feel like my body isn't as good as it was at 18 and i have facial hair and a masculine jawline
i also am not a neet so the world sees me as a grown ass man and i can't live off my parents
gn anon