>>82197048Maybe. I think that would be hard to prove though, absent of ones own personal experience. The reason I asked was in the case that maybe there would be something less obvious, particular aspects of developement that can be CLEARLY pointed to, for which there's no question one would be fucked from. I personally, as I said here
>>82197050stopped socializing with poeple my age for years after turning 14. I've had social problems, but I also haven't yet had it proven they can't be fixed. I'm also probably low IQ though. I feel like I've lost the intelligence to grasp and properly understand my issues, but I don't know. Really I'm a mess, maybe I guy I was years ago is literally dead, he's not alive anymore, it's just me, with a mostly broken continuity. YET, I'm still here, so I don't know. That's sort of what I mean when I say "bifurcated". I don't know if I even really am, it may be illusory, maybe I'm retarded.
>>82197074Brutal, though I don't really have the awareness to feel the pain I once would have over that. Maybe it was over when I was 15 when I had all these worries about my future, yet again, I'm here, now, so is it really? I don't know. I sort of preffered what I once felt because there was something that was lost. I don't know, it's dumb to dread over it and what I'm saying could be profoundly retarded. I know that there is peace to be found because I've tasted of it before.