Thread 82203854

I pretty much ruined myself by doing this. Never thought id have a gf so I said fuck it, and started seeing hookers.

Well, I did end up getting a girlfriend a few months ago. I had to break up with her because visiting prostitutes has ruined my ability to pair bond and experience love. Its like everything is dulled down now and I cant feel a genuine connection to any women anymore. I feel spiritually damaged and dirty as well. Just stay away from this shit, even if you think you are hopeless. You can never go back and fix it or prevent yourself from doing it, and neither can I. The damage is done and I am fucked and basically cursed myself to a lonely existence forever.

>>82203854 (OP)
>I did end up getting a girlfriend
stopped reading after that part

>>82203891
What why. Namefags are so gay

>>82203899
Hookers are for ugly men who will never get a gf, dumbass. Even a namefag is smarter than you

>>82203912
Wrong. I got a gf, and lots of hookers have told me about all the guys who cheat on their partners with them. Its a very common thing actually

>>82203854 (OP)
>DOESN'T INSTANTLY FEEL DISNEY-LEVEL BUTTERFLIES IN STOMACH WHIMSICAL FAIRY DUST ROMANCE FOR GIRL HE JUST STARTED DATING
>"LE SIGH FUCK MY CHUD LIFE I CANT PAIRBOND ITS OVER KILLING MYSELF"
ABSOLUTE RETARD

>>82203935
I dated her for two months before breaking up. How long is it supposed to take then nigger, 2 months should be long enough to form an emotional bond with someone but I cant anymore

>>82203944
eh i mean i fell in love with some women before and i just instantly feel an emotional bond and become obsessed, versus with some other women whom i spent a lot of time with eg. as class mates, i couldnt care less for them and wouldnt be with them if they begged me. depends why you were with this girl in the first place, just by circumstances, ? i dont think id have an emotional bond then either. do you see girl in bus or train and become obsessed with her?

>>82204360
i had a chance some months ago while in prague to hire prostitute and lose virginity but i pussied out. because the only prostitute id accept would be someone i would afterwards kill myself because i couldnt have for myself, always

>>82204360
"I didn't like this girl in first place so after 2 months I still don't like her, who wouldve guessed"

>>82204360
She asked me out and I said yeah cause im an impulsive shitbag and also because I felt bad for her because she was really obsessed with me. I should have just said no but I basically led her on for a few months and then dumped her. I basically lied to her face about my feelings towards her the entire time. I just hoped that I would eventual develop strong feelings for her as well over that course of time, which I know is stupid but I wanted to try and make it work.

I havent felt obsessed about a girl since high school when I was 16, that was the last time I felt an actual crush

>>82203854 (OP)
Skill issue. I'm massive degen and have seen probably dozens of hookers and I'd be perfect husband.

>>82203944
>I dated her for two months before breaking up
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST LMAO

IT DEPENDS BUT BUDDY IT TAKES MORE THAN 2 MONTHS TO FORM A BOND WITH PEOPLE NO MATTER HOW FUCKING HARD YOU WISH YOUD BEND BACKWARDS FOR THEM INSTANTLY

FUCK, COULDVE JUST BEEN YOU DIDNT CLICK

BUT HERE YOU ARE SAYING YOU TOTALLY MINDBROKE YOURSELF BECAUSE REAL LIFE IS NOT ANIME.
SAD!
YUO ARE EMBODYING THE RAPED
YUO NEED TO TEMPER YUOR EXPECTATIONS

OR DONT
YOU CAN BE DELUSIONAL JUST LIKE ME
BUT I DOUBT IT WILL WORK AS WELL FOR A MAN OF SLIGHT POWER LEVEL

>>82204395
yeah i mean you were never in relationship and wanted to see how it is, why not. i mayb probably woudve said yes too. but it probably got annoying and a burden because you dont actually care about her. visiting prostitute hasnt ruined your ability to pair bond, you just wanted to experience relationship. but if you arent obsesesed im guessing its probably slavery. idk i never touched a woman actually.

>>82204511
You are pretty spot on there actually, anon. Maybe im just over reacting

>>82204511
i actually still would want to hire prostitute but i jerk off so much i got pelvic floor dysfunction and my penis is raw ( 0_0 ) .
what were platos masturbatory habits?